Ramblings by Cikmai

2012-01-10T23:31:00.001+08:00

I went for a movie with my clique just now. And guess what??? We had Mr. Holmes to cheer us up after such a long and tired day at school. Actually we planned to watch it with another movie next week after our paycheck.it's kinda movie marathon..but since tomorrow is the last day of Holmes show, we had no choice.*At least I have a reason to hang out after school...=p

Well..Mr. Holmes didn't let us down. I like the story, I mean I'm into such movie. It keeps me wondering what will happen next. And please don't ask me about my heartbeat...dupdapdupdapdupdap! >>>sounds of my heartbeat.

The story? It was fantastically,fabulously awesome! Mr Holmes is a very wise man with humor. Wonder if I could find a guy like him one day. Okay, don't go too far. Someone please wake me up. But seriously, every scenes in the story makes my heart pound and deadly laughing at the same time. The best scene was inside the train and the scene where Mr. Holmes was riding a pony, instead of a horse. Oh my gosh!! he's so cute and I just couldn't stop laughing!!! Now I'm giggling..i'm imagining the scene! heeeee~

But the ending? I just don't know why Mr. Holmes was still alive after he jumped from that building with that high?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Afraid

2012-01-03T09:56:00.000+08:00

Love.
That four letters word can give me a package of mixed feelings.
Happy,sad,worry,afraid,shock,crazy,mad,yada,yada,yada.....
Among all, worry and afraid are the worst.
Right now................
I'm so damn worry and afraid to lose someone that I love.
Pray for everything will be back to normal.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Selamat Tahun Baru!!

2012-01-01T05:57:00.002+08:00

It's so long since my last entry. Almaklumlah..sekolah dah nak start. So keje opkos le melambak. Semalam baru je hari orentasi tahun 1...macam-macam ragam. Tunggu lah Rabu nanti....Jangan kena cuci tahi masa hari fisrt sudah....xmo jadi macam tahun lepas..kuangkuangkuang...

Oh ya, happy new year semua!!! Mesti ramai umat masyarakat duk sibuk mengupdate resolusi untuk tahun ni kan..Wahhh!!Kelas ko Maria! Aku ni masih ditakuk lamakah? haih lah...ape ek azam baru aku tahun depan? Hmm..nak jadi bini Abang Aaron Aziz la...bini no. 2, boleh tak? Opkos le tak boleh kan....Dalam mimpi je lah dik non oiiii...Tapi tu la....tak boleh la nak fikir sebab buat masa sekarang ni, takde ade ape dalam kepala ni...sebab terlalu banyak kerja nak kena settle kan...

Well like always,he's the first person who wish me new year. Sharp at 00:00 tadi. Laju je kan...saje la tu nak memang award sape wish dulu....tau dah.. Recently, kami tak berapa nak ngam..gaduh kan...huahuahua..Tapi entahlah...makin bergaduh makin sayang pulak..Kalau lah ditakdirkan we are meant to be macam yang kami dah rancang..nampaknya this is the longest and the hardest relationship I've ever had...Oklah..nak sambung tiidoq. Jumpa esok naaa.....Babai!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

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2011-12-19T10:52:00.001+08:00

He apologized to me. He didn't mean to say all those words about calling off the event. It just popped out from his mouth. He said he was too busy and he couldn't be rational at the same time. Things were just being under his control and only me yang faham dia. And me? Of course la Iolsssss dah maafkan dia long before.

He told me to proceed.

What to do? Hmm...susah betul jadi orang lembut hati ni.. nasibla dah faham sangat dengan perangai dia..

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

The first Malaysian Gay Marriage.

2011-12-17T09:53:00.002+08:00

Last night when I couldn't fall asleep, I browsed through some blogs..Phew! Rasanya dah famous dah cite ni. Iolsss tak tau nak komen ape..The first Malaysian gay marriage ever in Dublin. Nauzubillah..

Korang kenal tak dengan Ariff Alfian? Siapa makhluk ni? Well he's a Malaysian medical student sponsored by Petronas yang telah dikatakan hilang dalam dunia gay beliau...Lagi nak baca cerita klik sini atau sini.

Uolsss layan je la sekeping dua gambar..Rasa nak muntah tengok nye..

Wah...dah kahwin..Jeles uolsss!!!!Kuangkuangkuang..

Cograts uolsss!!! *Mata ke atas, tangan di dada*

Siap pakai baju melayu gitu.....Kerlassss ko Ariff! Segak bergaya. Kuangkuangkuang...Ya Allah!! Nak kiamat sangat dah ni.

Pssstttt.....gohjes-gohjes sekalian..amalan kite dah cukup ke?

Credits to Aku Anak Pahang dan RotiKaya.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Extra earning?

2011-12-17T01:44:00.001+08:00

Everybody in the house is now having their sweet dream. All I could hear is my nieces snoring. They must be tired playing all day! But that's not the point.

Well. I can't sleep.. Yes, I'm damn tired of shopping the whole day! That doesn't help me to shut my eyes. Counting sheep also didn't help. Hello!! Someone needs some sleep here! Adoi!

Oh yes..I did mention before that I want to earn extra money, right? With the help of my friend, I got a call from one of the well known magazine publisher for a test shoot. What?????????????????????? Bajet model muslimah uolssss! Kuangkuangkuang....

The thing is...I'm not sure that I can make it or not. Maybe belum biasa kot...Tapi part of me nak pergi cuba try test....Tapi..iolsss kan pemalu...Gitu...

Another thing is....memandangkan la ni iolsss digantung tak bertali kan....so I think I don't need that extra earning anymore. What I have now is enough for me to spend. Ceh...kan main berlagak lagi kan...Well...not trying to be snobbish here..Just that I don't really think I need that extra money anymore..Lagipun miggu depan nak spend time dengan family. Ceh..alasan..

Patah seribu...hatiku....Kuangkuangkuang..Oklah gohjes..nak grab buku..baca sampai terlelap. Good night gohjess-gohjess sekalian. Muaahh!

Psssttt...korang nak gi tak?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Just be yourself.

2011-12-17T00:46:00.001+08:00

What? A copycat? Like seriously? Just like in the picture below, eh?

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Hurm...Let's see..Copycat. Someone who copies another person's attitudes, hobbies, IDEAS, etc. Jeng,jeng,jeng!!!!!Looks like someone out there is being a copycat... I browsed through one of my not-so-buddy's blog and I was jaw-dropped. It's like reading, looking, seeing, entering my own blog! Gosh! They just look the same! The colourful fonts...the black background...and the same size of fonts...the way that the wishlist is written..they are all the same with mine. Iolsss boleh pitam akibat terkejut monyet!

And that's the reason why I changed the look of my shabby little ramblings box. I just downloaded it from the internet. Senang, mudah, berkesan nolks! Walaupun tak le meletops sangat macam yang dulu tapi still gohjessss ye datin-datin sekalian!! Gitu...Lagipun dah tentu-tentu ramai makhluk dalam dunia ni pakai template cam gini kan? Takde la nanti nak meroyan sangat kan? Buat penat je perah otak pakai juicer bagai nak dapat idea gitu gini..last-last ade jugak yang seketul sama kan? Ampunnn!! Pitam sepuluh saat!

I just don't understand with that type of person. Perlukah tiru sebijik sejibon dengan blog iolsss?? Tak elok tau...Nanti iolsss babap baru tau...Nak kena babap ke?

Pesanan iolss untuk datin-datin gohjes sekalian...Please la be yourself. Tak rugi pun..

Kepada makhluk itu...cantik sangat blog kau nolks! *Mata ke atas, tangan di dada* Bye...cau cin cau...Zassss!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

A wide smile.

2011-12-16T14:25:00.002+08:00

Hey guys...I shouldn't be that sad..It is Friday dude! Or should I say Flyday? Yay!!
Furthermore, just because things aren't good now, doesn't mean they will be that way forever..
Right? So smile!
And as long as I can spend all my money to shop, I'll be fine then. Ho yeah!♥

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Liar!

2011-12-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

It's okay if you gave me those sweet hopeless hope...but once you gave it to my parents, when everything is in the progress...then you lied? SubhanaAllah....Why on earth you did that? Don't you ever care of their feeling?

Hey you, Listen. Even me and my family are from kampung, but..Just stop toying around with us.

You lied to me, to my parents. That's it. You are such a LIAR man. I'm now starting to hate you. But I really hope I don't. Or should I just kill you???? But I can't do that. You know why?Because I love you. If only you knew that...

Oh Allah, please give me strength so that I could be more patience and more rational...

Dear self, just remember that life is nothing without challenges.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Wordless Wednesday #2

2011-12-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah...Mr. Times, could you please fly faster? #Gatai.

Stop judging others.

2011-12-06T09:21:00.001+08:00

Morning everyone. Rise and shine. I may not be rising today but still I can shine! Demam lo.. A third quarter full package fever - fever, flu, sore throat and body aching. Thank god takde batuk-batuk bagai. Kalau ada batuk, confirm dapat full package fever. Adoi nyer pun!

Anyways, lately I'm kinda flashing back all my sins. Of course, I am a sinner. I didn't want to talk about how bad i was before as I'm not going to let you guys judge me in a wrong way. Just leave it to Allah as He knows better.

I know that I'm not a good person before. I'm annoying, sarcastic, narcissism..you named it. But that was BEFORE. Now I've changed a lot. A LOT. Frankly speaking, I just don't know why people keep on judging others badly once they committed something bad before? Didn't they know that people changed? That people actually can turn over a new leaf?

Ok...let's think. What does LIFE mean if we are too perfect to do mistakes? It means NOTHING guys, NOTHING. I admit that I'm not perfect. I do mistakes and I learned my lessons. I experienced things. That's how I learn from LIFE. Did you know that LIFE is an endless learning process?

My apologies to all the people out there whom I did wrong before. But believe me, I've changed. Maybe I'm not a good person before but that doesn't count me as a devil. And maybe you are a good person, the perfect one without any flaws...but that doesn't mean that you are an angel. That you are God. So please stop judging me if you don't know me. Stop judging others.

Furthermore, we are all human. Right?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Am I ready?

2011-12-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua. Phew~ aik? awal2 entry dah mengeluh ka? Bukan mengeluh tapi penat. Hari ni rasa perjalanan sangat panjang. Seawal pagi dah gerak dari Seremban 2 ke Sikamat..then Sikamat ke Subang, Subang ke Taman Permata, Taman Permata ke Putrajaya, Putrajaya ke KLCC then ke Subang balik then drive back ke Seremban. Jadi jumper kali kedua. Kuangkuangkuang....Ahh..tu semua tak penting, yang penting kami happy!!!

Happy? Why? Sebab dapat jumpa Maira!!!!! Anak our classmate, Emy. Lama betul tak jumpa Maira..Maira makin comel tau even rambut tetap macam tu. Sampai-sampai je, terus Maira minta dukung..Apa lagi..peluang depan mata kan....Habis Maira kena cium dengan aunty tadi ye...Comel sangat lah awak ni Maira!!! eeee geram tau! Encik bakal pun geram dekat Maira. Dah dalam kete tadi duk sebut rindu kat Maira. Tapi sorry ye bang...Maira tak nak pi kat awak la.....hehe..Thanks Emy for the pisang goreng and keropok lekor...and thanks to your hubby for the Ribena yang kaya dengan Vitamin C tu..hihi..

Lepas jumpa Maira yang comel dan wangi tu, kami straight ke Putrajaya. Heading to Habib Jewels Exhibition. Hari ni last day..manalah tau kan kot-kot ada yang sangkut....memang ramai la pasangan-pasangan yang bakal mendirikan rumah tangga duk memilih cincin tadi. Memang harga boleh tahan murah la....So tadi ada yang beliau berkenan, terus beliau grab. Pilihan saya beliau tak berkenan. Kan dah cakap...bab pilih-pilih ni memang serah ke beliau. Huuu...another thing dalam list kat sebelah kanan tu boleh padam. Alhamdulillah..Beli sikit-sikit kan....ikut nasihat kawan-kawan yang dah selamat..

Lepas selesai hal Tuan Habib, kami ke PC Fair pulak..Beliau nak cari printer and photo paper. Siap tunggu lucky draw lagi...Boleh tak mak cik yang duduk belakang kami menang lucky draw??dapat iPad 2 kau!!!! Tahniah Mak Cik Siti Hawa...Lepas hampa dan kecewa tak menang lucky draw, kami pi melantak Pasta sedp dan murah di Milano cafe then we got some Garrets!!! Ho yeah! Tercapai juga hasrat nak treat him Garrets. Alhamdulillah..

Tinggal lebih kurang 2 bulan sebelum we go to the next stage. And probably tinggal approximately a year nak enjoy title Cik. Am I ready? ntahlah...Ishk..takut la pulak kan..hmmm...

Anyways, thank you encik bakal for the Sunday. Memang best gelak dengan hang macam orang gila meroyan dalam keta tadi. hehe!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

BFF is a wife now.=)

2011-12-04T09:11:00.003+08:00

Good morning everyone. Assalamualaikum. What a sunny Sunday la hari ni...memang menceriakan mood betul walaupun badan tak berapa nak sedap. Tekak gatal probably nak diserang flu. Entry kali ni just nak share pics hari tu time my bff's wedding, Puan Anez. Sila rujuk entry yang lepas di sini. Jom layan sekeping dua gambar. Thanks to encik bakal for the pics.

The brides - Anez & Fitri. Sama cantik, sama padan.

Tu dia pengantin....hat suami segak bergaya, hat isteri cantik jelita bak permaisuri. Bagai pinang dibelah dua.

Pengantin dan pengantin in the making. Haha!

Iolss lemah betul kalau amik gambaq mengapit pengantin. Hasil dia mesti macam tangga. Iolsss la yang akan duk kat hujung skali. Haih~

Saya dan Anez.

Tengok baju iolsss..sama tema dengan pelamin gitu. Iolsss dah macam lampu bergerak dah. Kuning kau!

Close up muka pengantin gohjes yang sangat berseri.

Sob..sob...another bff taken. Iollsss doakan uolss bahagia kekal abadi. Sayang saya ni sangat gohjes okeyh! Bila la nak ada orang makeup kan iolss jadi cantik macam ni...Congrates babe. I love you!

Memandangkan pada hari tersebut secara kebetulan, baju saya kuning sam macam kat pelamin tu, encik bakal suruh posing-posing sikit..jom tengok gambo gediks. haha!

Ku...kun...kuning gilaaa!

Haaaa.....tu dia.. mambang kuning mai dah!

Ok, bai!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Menyediakan payung sebelum hujan

2011-12-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

Memandangkan Encik Bakal bercadang nak datang letak batu tanda awal tahun depan, probably end of January, maka dalam kepala ni sedang sibuk la nak prepare itu dan ini. Bila cakap pasal E-day, opkos belah perempuan yang nak kena prepare itu dan ini kan. Marilah kita sediakan payung sebelum hujan...

So hari ni telah habiskan sepetang main masak-masak. Mak bagi cadangan bagi apam polka dots as doorgift nanti. Senang sebab saya sendiri boleh buat. So jimat duit di situ. Before this memang dah buat apam polka dots ni...eh, korang dah familiar kan dengan apam ni? ke ada yang tak tahu lagi? ok, these are apam polka dots.

Colourful!!!

Ok..mula-mula mak nak buat design ni..tapi rasa macam common sangat. So me and my sis tried out buat yang ini pula tadi...pakai jam strawberry je..jam chocolate dah abes la plak...

Nak bagi ni as doorgift.=)

Ok tak? Chumel kan? Awww~ sayang nak makan...

So doorgift considered settle! Lagi 2 hari sebelum majlis, saya akan bertungkus lumus ya puan-puan sekalian...Huuu...

Ok then. Nak tidoq.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Next..

2011-11-29T09:21:00.000+08:00

Morning. Every time I try to start typing, I keep on asking myself "Where to start?" Well...let's just start with that-next-stage event.

Well...macam tak percaya lagi sebenarnya ni. Masa beli cincin hari tu pun..beliau nampak, beliau terus suka dan beliau terus beli. Bila dengar beliau cakap January, I was like Hooray!!!!! Tapi bila pikiaq balik...woi...sebulan lebih ja lagi ni...sempat kaaaaa????? Make it sempat okay? Masalah utama is sempat kah nak tempah baju ni? La ni tunggu beliau decide kaler. Tengok? Kaler pun takleh nak decide. Ntah ape ape ntah. Haih~

Beliau ni seorang yang sangat-sangat well organized. He is a very good planner. Why? Beliau nak ready dengan semua dulu. Beliau cakap bila dah ready, senang. Beliau cakap je dengan family beliau, terus jalan. Me? Hanya mampu ternganga. Last night we discussed about sape nak amik gambar nanti?I asked him to take the photos. *Haruslah I nak beliau je yang amikkan gambar kan...Jimat skit uolsss* Then he said "woi...mana boleh si laki-laki menyibuk time tu?" Okay, he got his point there. Tapi still he can shoot for the outdoor right? Huuu...he said he will asked his friend about that.

Hectic nak pikiaq barang nak letak atas dulang. Tapi beliau cakap..tunang je pun..kita buat biasa-biasa je sayang. Okay. Take a deep breath. Beliau memang sangat calm. =)

By the way, my sis will be off to Aussie this coming Friday for hols. She said chocolate dia akan sponsor. Okay, choc done! Legaaa...

Nasib la sayang saya tu orang yang sangat calm dan tak kisah dan nak yang bersederhana. Thank you Allah.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

List baru?

2011-11-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Sila tengok list SO MUCH TO THINK OF saya itu. Ada pertambahan. Ho yeah!!

Ok, bai!

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Let's wait.

2011-11-28T07:02:00.000+08:00

Salam..Nak tahu tak?? I'm at home!!!!!!!!!! Yay! Suka, suka, suka! Tapi..rindula dekat someone tu..Huuuuu...Geds! Last night he called me to discuss something. Waaa! tak aci..beliau dah beli seluar untuk simpanan hari itu. Tapi...memusykilkan kerana perut beliau maju ke dapan dengan agak cepat. Bayangkan masa nak raya hari tu beli seluar dengan beliau, saiz baru 30..Semalam he bought dah saiz 32. Whatt?? Boleh ke simpan? Hope tak membesar lagi la. Tapi xaci, dah beli. Saya baru merangkak nak start beli-belah bulan depan. Sebab..........................January tu macam dah sangat dekat. Memandangkan kain yang kami beli masa pakej pengantin tu nak jadikan hantaran, maka terpaksalah saya membuat baju baru. woi...sempat ke ni? So minggu ni jugak kena pi Jakel. Balik kain terus pi tempah. Oh, silalah kaya cepat. Amin.

Sekarang ni nak pilih kaler baju. Yang hari tu kaler off white...so sesuai la kan buat nikah..tunang ni nak buat kaler2 sikit. Dalam kepala ingat pink or lilac tapi beliau cakap macam pale. Korang ada any suggestion tak? Mak tak pandai la...Huu..

Dan boleh kan beliau je jadi OP masa hari tu? Boleh ke? huuu...

Now kita prepare apa-apa yang patut dulu...let him discuss with his family. Let's wait.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Tripple happiness.

2011-11-27T07:21:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! Let's summarize my Saturday. Okay...where to start???? Phew! I think it was one of my extraordinary Saturday? Why? I was surrounded by happiness. Alhamdulillah. Syukur.

Wait a sec. I need to take off my lenses.

Okay. Much better! Let's continue. Where did I stop just now? Ah...happiness! My first happiness : Semalam, 25.11.2011 my best friend, Anez selamat diijab kabulkan. Tahniah sayang!!! You know how much happy I am?? Syukur,syukur,syukur, Alhamdulillah..Unfortunately, I couldn't be there as there're things that need to be settled down before hols started. Keja memang takkan habis..Pui! Tadi struggle redah jammed yang memang menguji kesabaran. 4 jam uolss nak sampai Melaka from KL. Tapi tak kira apa pun yang jadi, Iolss kena datang. If not, akan boleh jadi meroyan untuk sehari dua..probably 3 hari. Sampai je around 4 p.m. , terus salam Ibu (mak pengantin) dan terus naik atas jumpa pasangan mempelai. Peluk je sayang saya tu, terus berjurai-jurai air mata. Air mata rasa bersalah sebab tak dapat datang tengok moment tukar status bercampur dengan ayor mata kegembiraan. Sangat gembira sampai air mata tu keluaq sendiri. Hati tu jadik touching-touching sendiri. Tapi kalau kawan-kawan lain yang kawin, biasa-biasa ja..tak nangis langsung. Tapi hat dua orang ni - Puan Anez dan Puan Dilla betui-betui buat cheq menangis .. I'm happy for you babe! You look so gorgeous! 2 orang bff yang saya sangat sayang dah jadi bini orang. Tinggal I je. Takpe..sabor naaaa....hiiii..Oh ya, gambo tunggu encik bakal upload nanti.=)

After the wedding, kami ke pekan cari pisang goreng. Adalah orang tu ngidam nak makan pisang goreng dip in sambal kicap. Beli pisang goreng, terus ke rumah saya. Mak buat kopi dan we had coffee together dengan mak. Abah saya ke kuala..timba air dalam perahu. Maklumlah...musim hujan kan.banyak la air dalam bot abah.So tunggu abah balik and he did something that makes me melted. He bravely said in front of my parents "Yes, we are serious". Phew! 5 tahun tunggu beliau cakap cenggitu. Alhamdulillah.=)

My second happiness is the misunderstanding mystery solved. Recently, our relationship was not that good. I found out something behind my back.Ya,ya,ya...the same thing before. But 4 hours driving from KL to Melaka in car just now somehow, made my day. We clarified everything which gave me a long pause with teary eyes. I was trying to digest everything,trying to relate everything and trying to think. Not just think but thinking rationally. Fikir punya fikir, I came out with my own theory. When it comes to relationship of love, I have to love about 3 things. First each other. Second is memories. Third is OUR RELATIONSHIP. What I mean by the last one is, maybe there are times when we fight, and sometimes we won't even like each other. Biasalahkan bila dah gaduh, semua benda jadi menyampah and sometimes, including the memories also. Rasa macam nak erase the memories and don't even want to think about something that will remind us of each other. But those are the times that we need to love OUR RELATIONSHIP. 5 years and 9 months of relationship to be exact. I love our relationship. It's not easy to build the relationship and came to this far. Bila dah berfikir secara rasional, bukan secara emosional, apologies accepted. He hold my hand *jangan tiru aksi ini* and I know he's sincere. And I know deep down in his heart he said " Let me prove it and let's move on". Tapi tak perlulah beliau luahkan cause it's enough when he said "I really love you". And I'm blessed.

My third happiness is on our way back to KL, kami singgah di Mydin Mall MITC. Beliau nak survey Habib Jewels. Well....even though it's clearance sale, harga agak "gulp". He said maybe kahwin nanti ok la kot mahal-mahal. One thing yang saya suka tentang beliau is beliau akan beli ikut kemampuan beliau. We are not yet planning for the big day. It's only E-day. So we move on and teruskan pencarian. And jumpa dah yang beliau berkenan. Hmm...what I could say is taste beliau is not bad. Selalu lelaki kan akan biarkan perempuan yang pilih. Me? Jenis yang tak memilih. So lebih baik biar beliau je yang pilih. Dan dah beli. What? Yes, dah beli! Untuk merisik dan bertunang. Alhamdulillah. And the date? Probably around January. Paling lambat February. InsyaAllah. And it's not going to be a big event. My parents preferred it to be an event of two family. Probabaly the chef of the day will be me. Mak dah cakap she needs me. Well, masak sikit-sikit, boleh la kot. Jimat belanja masak sendiri. Next is bawa beliau tempah baju untuk buat hantaran. Kain kan dah ada. Since macam tak sempat dah nak hantar baju saya ke tailor, we decided baju yang beli masa pakej murah tu pakai nikah je nanti. Kan dah jimat belanja. weee~ Alhamdulillah. Again, I'm blessed.

So . . . . dalam short list e-day dah boleh potong benda ni dalam list.

Done! (Picture courtesy from Mr. Google)

Dan ini juga.

Done!

Oh, ni bukan warna sebenar. Gambar curik dari Encik Google. Tapi satu ni dah boleh cnsidered done.

Alhamdullilah.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Pengorbanan seorang lelaki.

2011-11-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

This is a true story. Cerita benar.

I went to with-draw some money from the ATM as I need to service my car. Ada seorang lelaki, beratur di depan saya. Saya amati lelaki tersebut dan dari cara beliau saya tahu beliau berumur dalam lingkungan 30-an, seorang suami dan seorang bapa. Menaiki motosikal yang pasti kerana menjinjit sebiji topi keledar. Lagak gaya macam menanti duit hasil titik peluh membanting tulang empat kerat. Lantas beliau memasukkan kad ATM beliau. Dengan berhati-hati beliau menekan dan memasukkan no pin beliau. Lalu saya pun mengalihkan pandangan. Tapi mata ini tak dapat menghalang dari terpandangankan skrin yang terpapar di ATM tersebut. Kelihatan lelaki tersebut cuba mengeluarkan RM10 ringgit dari akaun beliau. Hanya RM10 ringgit. Sejurus kemudian, terpapar di skrin "Baki anda tidak mencukupi untuk transaksi ini". Hati beliau sayu. Beliau merenung mesin tersebut. Beliau kemudian membuka dompetnya sambil menggelengkan kepala. Saya turut jadi sayu. Lalu beliau berlalu dan nampak yang beliau sangat kecewa.

Dalam hati saya tertanya-tanya. Anak beliau sakit? Isteri beliau bersalin kah? Ke hutang ah long? Wallahu'alamHurm...Terus terbayang wajah Abah. Mungkin abah saya juga macam tu dulu. Semua anak-anak bersekolah. Hanya teksi menjadi periuk nasi..si anak hanya tahu meminta itu dan ini. Nasib mak seorang yang tak banyak ragam.

Ya Allah....besarnya tanggungjawab lelaki..hebatnya pengorbanan seorang lelaki. Rela berlapar demi orang yang disayang, rela tak ganti baju dan seluar demi anak-anak. Okay. Air mata mula menitis. Kita tak nampak pengorbanan mereka. Yang kita nampak, hanya pengorbanan kita. Astaghfirullah...

Ya Allah...peliharalah lelaki-lelaki dalam hidup ku yang aku sayang, yang banyak berkorban untuk aku..Semoga mereka sentiasa dirahmati, dilindungi dan dilimpahi rezeki yang melimpah ruah ya Allah..Amin.

*Insaf sebentar*

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Gaji oh gaji...

2011-11-23T07:26:00.001+08:00

Sila baca title tajuk tu macam lagu Mana Oh Mana nyanyian Aizat.

Assalamualaikum semua. Selamat hari Rabu. It should be wordless Wednesday today tapi tak kira, nak buat Wordy Wednesday pulak. Boleh? Gitu....

Anyways, sebelum merapu tak tentu pasal, first of all, syukur sangat-sangat sebab Encik Bakal dah confirm. Alhamdulillah. Beliau did promise, anything pasal kahwin let's discuss after he confirmed. Alhamdulillah, ternyata Allah mendengar doa-doa hambanya yang sentiasa berusaha. Amin Ya rabb.

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhadulillah. Ya Allah..Hanya Tuhan je yang tahu betapa syukurnya saya. Nak tunggu saya confirm, memang lama la lagi kan...Well government kan. What do you expect? Saya confirmed untuk masa depan. Dapat lah tukau skim pencen kan. Dah, dah. Stop talking about me. Lagi pun it's not about him or me, it's about us.

Alhamdulillah lagi sebab beliau memang dah nampak berusaha ke arah itu. Ahad lepas, beliau dah masuk dalam kedai emas. What a progress. Selalu nak lalu depan pun takut. Takut la kalau-kalau saya duk hentak-hentak kaki kat depan kedai tu. Tapi I'm not like that. He knew it. Saya pun kenal sangat dengan bakal ni..beliau memang takkan tengok sesuatu kalau beliau rasa tak mampu lagi or tak sedia. Bila tak sedia tu memang betul-betul tak sedia...Bukan tak nak tapi beliau perlukan masa..He is so well organized you know. So sensible!Tapi Ahad lepas, bukan saja masuk, tapi...siap suruh saya cuba benda bulat-bulat tu dan tanya saya suka yang mana. Beliau dah ready nak pergi ke next stage katanya..Just wait.

Dan ya, christmas sale buat kami gila. Now baru beliau tahu betapa crazy-nya Christmas sale itu. Dulu tak caye kan...Dan beliau dah setuju nak grab benda itu gaji ini. Saya dah berkenan yang ini..tapi tak tahu la kalau-kalalu boleh bertukar selera last minute kan...

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Dan beliau pula suka yang ini....

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Gaji hari Khamis. Sumpah lama gila nak tunggu. Tu la..Bagi lagi gaji awal..Dah la bulan ni beli hadiah Titine. Tak pa...esok je. esok...esok..esok...Gaji oh gaji! Oh, bulan depan bonus. Alhamdulillah...boleh beli banyak-banyak sikit. Settlekan benda-benda ni dulu,nanti senang, tak payah nak fikir kata beliau.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

D-I-Y box.

2011-11-22T07:45:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua. Amboi..amboi..amboi..kan main lagi haaaa...Duk senyum sampai ke telinga naaaa. Tahniah la pada Team Harimau Muda for hitting the field so well last night. Dan tahniah juga pada semua athletes negara yang berjaya di arena Sukan Sea pada kali ini.

Hari ni nak kongsi pasal sesuatu yang berguna juga lah actually buat adik-adik kat luar sana yang sama-sama sedang mengikat perut macam Kak Senah ni..As u all know, my handbags agak berlambak juga. Tapi yang di guna pakai, hat tu juga lah...Jadi I couldn't find a place nak letak kat dalam bilik yang serba kekurangan ni. Maklumlah...rumah bujang kan..Saya hanya ada satu meja, satu single bed, a shelf where I put all my pants and shirts, dan almari. Almari pun almari portable yang kain tu.

Mula-mula ingatkan nak beli kotak atau chest yang cantik-cantik tu just untuk humban segala bag yang ada....Tapi bila pikiaq balik..awat mahai sangat??? Jadi telah merembat sebuah kotak kertas kuning yang isi kertas tu kat sekolah. Memang buruk jugak la kaler dia..nampak bebenor le miskin kan. So.....dengan gigih, jom kita balut kotak tu...

Hasilnya......................Tadaaaa!

Close up sikit....

Kos hanya RM 1.00 sahaja. Beli wrapper yang besar tu yang harga hanya RM0.50 satu di Kaison, Festival City Danau Kota. Kedai tu memang barang-barang dia murah yang amat. Jimat kan? Now baru kemas bilik I...

Kalau nak jimat, boleh aje...Ok, bai.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

All about gambaq!

2011-11-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

Frankly speaking, entry bersama gambaq adalah lebih menarik dari entry yang tidak bergambaq. Like people always said "Let the photos do the talking". Hangpa jangan salah faham. Gambaq mana boleh bercakap. Tu dalam cerita P. Ramlee buleh la. Kisah cinta Abang Berahim dan Aini. Hat tu memang gambaq dia buleh keluaq suara...kan? Siap buleh sumpah-sumpah naaa...Takut plak kalau gambaq buleh cakap betui-betui..Naya sat gi. Maksudnya kat sini bila ada gambaq, lagi buleh nak menguatkan atau meng-strong-kan story mory yang hangpa nak share bersama followers tersayang. La ni device 'gigibiru' sedang buat masalah. Jadi banyak gambaq yang tak dapat nak masuk dalam lappy. Maaflah, my phone tak la canggih macam tepon hangpa. Cheq dak pakai Blackberry mahupun Blueberry...cheq duk pakai phone strawberry ja...sob..sob..So nak minta maaf la banyak-banyak sebab kebelakangan ni malas betui nak update blog. Reason sebab gambaq takleh dah upload masuk lappy. Kena hantaq kot email. Bila takdak gambaq, rasa mcm kosong. Tadi baru ja sent gambaq-gambaq last week..send pakai email naaa...Nak bukak email memang cheq malas. La ni rasa nak tidoqqq...

Gambaq sekadar hiasan. Tiada kena mengena dengan entry, tapi ada kena mengena dengan perut cheq yang tengah lapaq ni. Teringat broccoli omelet cheq hari tu.......sedapnya..

Ok, bai semua. See you all again.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Malas ke?

2011-11-12T10:01:00.000+08:00

Sneezing! Maklumlah kan blog indah lagi bersawang. Sejak dua menjak ni terasa malas betul nak update. Once terasa macam nak quit blogging. Why? Dah mula rasa life is not that too interesting to be shared with. Atau pun malas. Malas ke aku? Malas ke? Sila nilai diri sendiri.

Ternyata ramai betul yang buat entry pasal 11.11.11 semalam. Me? Duk diam-diam je sambil membaca blog orang. Sebab tau dah ramai bebenor yang akan post entry yesterday. Seronok blogwalking ni. Chop. Korang dah tengok tak video parody Cinta Muka Bulu? Pergh...lawak habis nolks. Kerlassss! Terbahak-bahak ketawa sorang-sorang last night. "Dan pabila kau katakan kau suka BULU." hahahahaha! Jom layan!

Ku rasa berBULU tapi bahagia....hahahahahahahaha!

Jumper? No,I'm not!

2011-10-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

Well, OK. I have got a bit of here and there in my drafts which I haven't finish writing it. The only reason why I couldn't finish it is, I've been busy completing my tasks at school. I am now in the stage which I called it "demolishing process". I really really really want to get rid of this stress as soon as I can. Hopefully. I just can't wait to say goodbye to school. Well,at least for this year.

Last night, I watched Jumper on t.v. I haven't watch that movie since its first released in 2008. Last night was my first time. Don't you think it was so cool when you can have your breakfast in Italy, lunch in New York and shopping in Paris just like that?

Well, of course I can't. I'm just an ordinary human being. But at least I was a so called jumper yesterday. It just that it took me 2 hours to arrive at my destination rather than only by a blink of eyes. We travel by car. We? Did I just say WE?

Yes, WE- my boyfriend and I. We had a wedding reception in Pulai, MERLIMAU, Melaka. Again, did I say MERLIMAU? My hometown? Yes! That is why I was so excited when I received his call early in the morning asking me to get ready for the journey. And I was like Yay!!!!! I can drop by at my parents'!!!

It took about 2 hours to be there. When we arrived, all his office mates were already there. The food was quite OK but what makes me feel so uneasy was his office mates, all the ladies to be exact. They seem like don't want to stay and you know, get to know with me. Well at least, we should have a chat, introducing each other,like suai-kenal activity kan...I just want to be friends..But then, after my boyfriend gave one them, Wani if I'm not mistaken, that memory card, they just get up and blah. What? Did I make something wrong? They hate me? They don't like me? Or maybe one of them had a crush on my boyfriend so that's why they couldn't stay any longer. Jealous maybe? I asked my boyfriend about that and he replied "Ntahlah..I pun tak tahu kenapa." Strange. So dear boyfriend, I tried to be their friends but they refused. How? Don't blame me.

Forget about that. This is the best part of our journey. Our next location was my parents' house. Dropped by for our Zohor and had tea with my parents. Mom made jack-fruit fritters.That was his first time having it. He said "Selalu I makan cempedak goreng..ni nangka goreng pulak" Well that's my mom. She can cook whatever she wanted to. And the sweetest moment was when he fell asleep on the sofa, right next to my dad, while watching football. Then my mom woke him up for tea "Zaffan...bangun Zaffan..Minum tea.." Hahahahaa. Damn comel! After having our tea, we "jumped" to our next place, Awe's house.

Awe is his grandma on his mother's side. And Awe already knows my name as soon as I entered the house. She hugged me and she kissed my cheeks. I felt so touched as she makes me feel like I had a grandma again. Thanks Awe for the kueh kasui and lontong..slurrppp!! And we had a hectic photo shoot session. Let's wait for the photos.=) Around 6 p.m. we headed back to KL..Again, Awe hugged and kissed my cheeks. I can feel my eyes was a bit teary as she reminds me of my late grandmothers. I never had a chance to kiss my grandma before she left me. I was too busy with my school at that time. And that's the most regretful thing I made towards my grandma. But yesterday was the sweetest moment I guess. Now I know that I have a grandma back. Thanks Mr. Boyfriend.

See..We "jumped" to 3 places just in a day. The difference is we "jumped" in his super power Lancer. hihi. Thanks baby for yesterday. I had such a great time!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Unexpected Saturday

2011-10-16T11:35:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 6.30 a.m. as I had my last * read it carefully LAST * Year 5 extra class for this year. Phew~The class was at 9 o'clock but I need to clear my laundry basket and clean my house a little bit here and there. And the stressful of washing the kitchen rendered me to go out from the house and have fun. Actually I'd been waiting for a VIP "invitation" from my Mr. Right but he just remained silence until..............................I'd made up my mind to hang around with my long *not that long. 4 years actually * lost friends, Ida and Kak Fiena.

When I texted him, telling him that I wanna park my baby at his place, he asked me why. Then I explained that Ida was from Shah Alam so it's quite far for her to go to Gombak and fetch me there. Nak ke Serdang lagi. Of course jauh kan. I just don't wanna burden her. However, like always, he remained silence. So as I'd parked my baby and jumped into Ida's car, I texted him again. Telling him that my baby was already in front of his house and I was heading to Serdang. He called me and said "ala....baby nak gi Serdang ke? baru ingat nak ajak tengok wayang..." What??? Memang la cliche betul. I was waiting for his date since yesterday tapi the moment I dah naik kereta, baru cakap. So sorry la. No turning back. Besides, books also can make me go insane instead of him.

The journey to the Big Bad Wolf Book Fair was quite adventure. First, we lost our way and nearly made ourselves to Banting. Then Ida took me to a "sightseeing" in Putrajaya. And when we arrived at the destination, rains poured down heavily. When I said heavily, then it's real heavily. So we just stay in the car for a while as Ida said "Pukul 5 nanti tak hujan" and she was right. It's still raining but not that heavily. Boleh la nak jalan kaki ke hall tu kan. Sampai je dalam hall tu I was amazed by all the cheap books!! All of the novels' price start at RM5 to RM8. Even New Moon also 8 bucks. Maunya tak gila kan........Seriously I went insane in that particular hall. Sampai tak tahu nak beli buku apa. Looking at my financial status recently, I have a very limited wherewithal to spend. So must make sure that my spend was still reasonable. What I bought at the fair:

1) Biography of John Lennon. My Mr. Right is so one of his fans. So I thought of buying him this one as his second birthday present. The illustrated biography was so affordable. Usually the price of this kind of book will reached until 80 to maybe 100 bucks. But I bought it for only 20 bucks. Gilaaa. No picture for the book as I'd already gave it to him masa ambil kereta dekat rumah beliau.

2) Shopaholic Takes Manhattan and Shopaholic Ties the Knot. The story of universally beloved shopaholic idol, Becky Bloomwood. Already read the story so many times before but still want to buy it for my collections. Besides, it was only 8 bucks each. =)

3) For One More Day. Like I mentioned before Mitch Albom is one of my favourite author. Been looking for a sale to buy this novel since last year. And yesterday I got it for only 8 bucks. But I couldn't find the rest of his novels. kalau ada, memang dah beli dah buat collection. *phew~nasib baik takde. Kalau tak, dah abes duit I. tett!!

That's it. I couldn't spend more. Have to remember buying my baby Titine's birthday present next week. Haih~

Oh, I nearly forgot. Mr. Right bagi I kain ela semalam. So wajib buat lawatan sosial ke tailor Isnin nanti.

He likes it when I wear cotton baju kurung, which explains 80% of my baju kurung collections in my shabby wardrobe are cotton. Cantik sayang. But it's yellow! huuu. I asked him why yellow. And he answered "Biasalah. Bersih 2.0 kan.." Ambik kau. hahahaha. Anyways, thanks sayang. Again and again. Pandai sayang pilih corak kain kan. Hugs!

My Saturday was marvelous. Happy sebab dah lama tak jumpa Kak Fiena and Ida. Happy sebab dapat collection buku. Happy sebab dapat jumpa Mr. Right even only for 10 minutes. Happy dapat collection baju kurung cotton. I'm utterly happy. Dah lama tak borak dengan Kak Fiena and Ida. And thanks Ida for the Satay treat. Next time will treat you and Kak Fiena. =)

Footnote: I better get myself a book shelf.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Hurmm....

2011-10-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

Okay. I bought a tudung. Tudung yang orang sekarang duk ramai pakai tu...tapi I masih lagi nak mencuba-cuba pakai. Rasa macam muka ni tak berapa sesuai pakai this kind of tudung. Or maybe I rasa tak biasa kot.

Bila pakai rasa macam lebih tua dari my biological age.

Nampak tua..haih~ Ok, eyebag macam orang tak tidur 10 tahun. malas nak layan. daa~

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Let's crabby party!!!

2011-10-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

Date : 07.10.2011

Venue : The best crab restaurant ever..i guess

Victims : Akma, Farah and Hanis.

After struggling with our workloads, me and my friends, Sis Farah, knew that we could do something better to cheer up our hectic day at school. Certainly not movie or singing our hell out in a karaoke room, but on something that sooner or later will let me died in one of the 7 deadly sins. Haha.

After Zohor, we made our way to Unisel Bestari Jaya to fetch Sis Farah 'lil sis, Hanis. Then our journey to the crab's heaven began. The restaurant was in Kuala Selangor and it was my first time dining-in that restaurant. Damn~it was marvelous! The freshness and tenderness of the crab, the softness of the bread and the tantalizing taste of the dishes made me crazy!!!! It's a soul food! Phew! And hey, it was my first time having prawn mantis. It was superb!!!!

What we had ordered for that day? Ok. Let's see...

1) Ketam masak telur masin.

Yummy!!!!

What to say about this one..erm...Splendid!!! Memang sedap I tell you. Walaupun masak telur masin, but it's not salty at all. Memang sedap. Tak tau nak cakap apa dah..

2) Ketam sweet sour.

Meleleh ayaq liuq wehhhhh....

Tantalizing!!!! We ate this with bread. The bread was marvelous. Memang sangat soft, sangat tasty. We didn't order rice because we knew that we're going to be bloated with crab.Look at the size of the crabs.

Nak makan ketam lagi!!!

Other side dishes we ordered were bread,saute baby kailan and prawn mantis goreng cili. Sedap tak terkata. And the experience nak keluarkan isi ketam pakai penyepit tu memang best! The last kaki ketam barulah dapat keluarkan isi dia macam makan ice-cream. Yummy!!!

Apa jadi lepas tu??? haha. The whole night I bloated dengan food.

Thanks to Sis Farah for that unforgettable treat. Must repeat to eat crab again.

I miss Crabby Party!!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

06.10.2011

2011-10-13T16:21:00.001+08:00

It was Thursday. The day I had to wear batik. And that Thursday was so special as it was my first time I took my pupil to participate in Story telling contest. My 7 years old pupil. The only 7 years old contestant. And we won the 3rd place!!!

Wait. Boleh tak picture tells you guys everything? Malas la kan nak menaip sebab mata dah berat. Huuu.

That's me with Nasihah. Well I nampak macam sedikit skema di situ. Kat tempat kerja kena sopan kan. Haha.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Quickie

2011-10-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

Well, when you are in the mood of blogging, sometimes you just need few minutes to post an entry. You know what? I really wanna to ramble few things that keep mingling inside my mind right now. How I wish I have times to dance my pretty fingers on my shabby keyboard. Damn! I need 25 hours a day instead of 24!!! Boleh tak macam tu?

I have stacks of workloads that need to be settled within this week. And I miss my family so much right now. Nak balik kampung pun tak de masa...apantah lagi nak update blog. You understand how busy I am? Kalah Perdana Menteri kan? Ok then, I have class after this. Will catch up with you guys later on after this.

Miss you guys so much!

Footnote: I think I'm getting stronger la..Thank You Allah.=)

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Greetings

2011-10-11T07:00:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone! Feels like ages since my last update. Now I feel like blogging again. I changed my header, again. It's one of the photos taken from my last photo shoot session. Nice isn't it? I like it very much when it comes to something black and white. Ngee~

Well it seems like I have to change my header again and again, then I can get the mood to blog??

See ya. Got lots of stories to share.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

It's true.

2011-09-29T09:21:00.001+08:00

I browsed through the internet early this morning and I found something nice to share with you. It's a quote that is so damn true.

What women should know:

A man who truly loves you will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

What men should know:

A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things, but will stick around.

Don't you guys think that it's so damn true??

Okay then. Should be off to see a doctor now. I'm not feeling well. Bubbye!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Another hectic weekend.

2011-09-25T22:45:00.002+08:00

Another hectic weekend? Err....am I a hot stuff or what? Gile perasan kottt... Actually not that hectic as last two week but still can be considered as busy. And what more important is I'm not a hot stuff, of course. Motiff???

First of all, I want to congratulate my beloved sister for her convocation yesterday. Tahniah Kak Long!! Yang konvo nye sorang..yang datang sampai 5 buah kereta. Ambik ko!!!Rombongan Cik Nah ke UKM. Huahuahua. Empunya badan yang grad biasa-biasa je...Yang tetamu pulak yang over. Berkampung bawah pokok, bentang tikar, sambil makan bekal nasi lemak yang mak masak. Although I arrived a bit late, tapi sempat la menunggu dalam 2 jam. Phew~ Lama okeyh...Naik kematu punggung ni. And yang sedih..tak banyak gambar dapat snap. No camera!! What????? Camera habis battery. OP plak ade hal..so just berharap pada camera phone. But then tadi belliau datang dan buat sikit photoshoot. Thanks sayang. Mak, kakak and abang semua suka your photos, your camera and the most important, suka you. Oppsss. Lebih-lebih plak kan?

Me with my sis..=)

Ishkkkk...Mulalah terasa nak sambung belajar ambil master kan...but I'm not sure whether I can take it or not. Sis cakap sekarang memang tak rasa macam boleh handle, but then when you go through...then you know. Hmmmm....betul jugak. Tapi..not now la.

Not now???? What do you mean but not now??? Ada benda yang sedang merangkak ni. And I can't settle down two BIG things at the same time. So study??? Nanti la kot....huahuahua. Lagipun....kami dah set date! Phew~ Baru boleh tarik nafas lega. Memandangkan macam jauh lagi so bulan depan la hantar tempah baju..Tapi still kena jangan happy sangat. Benda masih kat tengah laut. Sekian.

Okay then. Need to sleep. Penat sangat. Tadi practice lagi. Hmm...nanti tunggu photos. Night everyone.

Zzzzzzzzzzz~

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

The hectic weekends story.

2011-09-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum all.

I've been awful quiet lately. I've started my work routine and my weekends were packed with my BFF's wedding receptions. Yes, she's married!!! And I was as happy as a lark throughout the events. Times did fly so fast. I feel like it was yesterday when she said she had a boyfriend. And now, she's married!! Me? Whoa. Please don't ask. I have no answer for that. For me, my love life is like a wheel. I just couldn't say more. He's so unpredictable. And I just don't know what makes him so scared to confess. Let's just wait for a miracle. InsyaAllah. Full stop. Hey, stop talking about me la woi....It's about my BFF big day!

9th September 2011.

Mood of working already gone. I just couldn't wait to reached Ipoh as secepat as mungkin. Haha! Menggelupur. Her solemnization was after Isyak and I have to make sure that I arrived just in time. Didn't want to be late and didn't want to miss out my BFF precious moment once in a life!!! Alhamdulillah, I arrived before Maghrib. All I could say is she's so pretty as a picture. She looked so radiant. Seri pengantin memang naik. Wah...every bride will have that kind of radiant faces on their big day eh? Me want it too..huuuu~ Ngade la ko!

The period of waiting for akad nikah, she got the jitters and her both hands were sweating all the way! As I promised earlier, I will make sure that everything will be just fine. Tissue penuh dalam bag. Don't worry. Haha! The moment her hubby terima akad nikah, I had my teary eyes already. It's the tears of joys. I'm truly really happy for you. Macam aku pulakkan yang kahwin..Over~ But seriously, I'm happy.

10th September 2011

A bit busy that day. Started our hectic day with Majlis Khatam Al-quran. I joined the event. Right after that, settling things that need to be settled down before the reception. Never thought that real pengapit will be such busy. But I enjoyed it! Why? Because I always by her side every minute, every second! Ngeee~ And the event went smoothly even got small tiny matters here and there. Babe, you are so gorgeous on that day. Congratulations to both of you. I have some photos, taken from her OP, Mr. Mior. Tapi gambar reception tak ade. Just the solemnization je...

Congratulations babe!!

Heart this photo so much!!

The week after my BFF's big day, I was busy with my duty as Pengawas Peperiksaan at SJK (C) Kheow Bin. First time jaga exam. It was fun walaupun penat berdiri. Fun because I don't have to think about school matters for a while. Yay!!!

16th September 2011

Selamat Hari Malaysia everyone. Better late than never. Ngee~ We (me and BFF) getting ready for the 2nd reception at Seremban. After "tepek-tepek" inai session and we were ready for the journey. Her hubby said do whatever we want to do, so we decided to visit one of our friend, Liyana. Thanks to Liyana and husband sebab sudi entertained kami. Kalau tak, memang mati kutu, tak tahu nak buat apa. Huuu..

17th September 2011

This time, I was not busy like I was in Ipoh. Still, she's so gorgeous! And thanks to my deary sebab sudi datang Seremban and temankan I. If not, I'll be alone. Sob..sob. I had a great time there too. And the acar buah was so scrumptious. Sedaappppp!!! Rasa macam nak tapau je. Muahahahaha. Well, let the photos do the talking. Thanks Zaffan Zaini for the photos. I curik. Huahuahua.

That pretty bride is my BFF. =)

Like stairs. Us and them.=)

Iklan. Trying out the bride's shoes. Maybe I'll be the next??

Okay. Enough for now. Need to finish my lesson notes for tomorrow. And thanks to both of you for treating me pizza yesterday. You guys are so sweet. Wish you guys will live happily ever after.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Poor My Baby..

2011-09-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

Sebelum start pape, kite tengok gambar dulu...

Yes, that's my baby..

This incident happened on Monday, September 5th, 2011.

Alkisah..after school, menyinggah kejap ke Giant Batu Caves. Biasalah kan...baru lepas cuti ni, rumah pun out of groceries. Elok je parked my baby, seorang mamat berBMW yang parked kete sebelah baby I duk sibuk usha-usha. Mulalah nak naik perasan kan. Kahkah! Then he said " Awak, tayar belakang kete awak kurang angin la.." Then I looked at it. Damn~ Memang flat, Jah!! Then I said "Oh, okay. Thanks" Dalam hati cakap boleh tahan mamat ni..ada iras Ako Mustapha..sempat! hiii...Then ape lagi..terus blah jalan laju-laju masuk Giant. Nak settle cepat-cepat beli barang sebab hati duk risaukan "kaki" baby yang kempis.

Dalam Giant tu nak membeli pun tak senang...hati duk teringat kat baby. Terus je call Encik Bakal, asked him what should I do. I'm not that kind of easily panic person kalau bab-bab kereta ni. Abah saya pesan, bila pasal kereta and drive a car, we have to stay calm. Bila kita stay calm, baru kita boleh fikir actions that should be taken. Alhamdulillah, nasihat abah saya ikut. Encik Bakal pula advised me untuk terus ke kedai servis tayar dan checked tyre tu...manalah tau kan kot-kot tercucuk paku ka...kan?

Settled with my task, terus bergegas ke baby. Bila nak start engine, terperasan ada kertas terselit kat wiper baby. Time-time nak cepat la ade je kan...Dalam hati ingatkan kertas iklan Ah-Long Bukit Beruntung ke ape..tengok-tengok notes from that previous BMW guy. He wrote "Jangan lupa isi angin tayar dan check tayar tu. Kalau ada anything, call my number : 019-381****. " Haa...nak kenal dgn I lettewww~ Perasan ko Jah! Ahh..tu semua tak penting. Yang penting kete aku....

Nasib la Giant tu dekat dengan kawasan bengkel-bengkel kereta kat Taman Samudera tu..Sebelum pergi cari pusat service tayar, shoot ke Petronas sebelah Giant dulu..isi angin..Nasib la tak payah nak jalan jauh-jauh nak cari pusat service tayar. Sampai je tempat dituju, terus buat muka bajet-ko-paling-comel-kat-Gombak-ni. Haha. Konon-konon nak dapat diskaun. Boleh blah Jah~ Macha tu check tyre kete I tengok-tengok ada sebatang paku dahh menusuk tayar baby. Ok. Takut sekejap. Nak kena tukau tayar ke nih?? Then macha tu cakap, ni boleh tampal je adik manis...Phew~ Lega...Dan lega juga bila macha tu cakap boleh tahan sampai tayar botak. Alhamdulillah. Luckily minor injury. Thanks Encik Mamat *I don't know your name* sebab inform me about the tyre. sekarang I takde anything, so tak payahlah I call you kan?

Haih~ Bila ntah kena paku tu..I pun tak perasan..Bayangkan kalau I buat tak tau dengan hanya mengambil tindakan untuk isi angin je? Bayangkan kalau ke Ipoh Jumaat ni tanpa amik kisah pasal tayar? Uish~ Minta la dijauhkan.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Grrrrr~

2011-09-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

I feel like killing someone right now. But I guess, if I did that, I killed myself too.

I'm not in the mood. I mean the good mood.

Grrrrrrrrrr~

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Uwekk!!

2011-09-03T21:42:00.001+08:00

Perlu ke title muntah-muntah gitu?? Pardon me. The writer is not feeling well past few days. Sekarang pun masih memulas-mulas perut ni. Muntah-muntah dan cirit-birit. Orang pergi beraya, I duk rumah, tergolek. Hari ni alhamdulillah..dah boleh bangun. So tadi decided to make chicken porridge for dinner. Maklumlah...kampung I takde McD yang berdekatan...Sob..sob...

Bubur ayam Cikmai..=)

Sakit pun sakit jugak...Tapi tekak ni tetap mengada-ngada..Oklah..it's time to bake a cake. See ya soon. Muah ! Muah !

Esok will be back to KL..Malasnya!!!!!

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Salam Aidilfitri 1432H

2011-08-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

Salam semua. I'm sure every each of you are busy updating an entry about your raya celebrataion kan? Fuh!!! Memang letih gilaaaa kan? Since yesterday bertungkus lumus here and there nak buat last prep before lebaran. Lagi pula semalam my family was having a "family barbeque party"..Penat tak boleh nak cakap. Tapi that tiredness seems fading away bila saat kami sekeluarga buat takbir malam tadi. Rasa macam eh? dah besar rupanya keluarga I..bila masa la agaknya bercambah jadi besar macam ni....huuu..

Well kemeriahan lagi terasa bila saat bermaaf-maafan pagi tadi. Like always, every year I akan tahan and control supaya I will not have a teary eyes. Konon-konon tough la tu kan...Bukan tak nak nangis tapi takut kalau dah start nangis nanti tak boleh nak berhenti...Berdrama pulak nanti lagi susah......gituu...ayat cover..pape jelah kan...

Lepas maaf-bermaafan, tibalah masa yang dinanti....duit raya session!!! Tahun ni tahun yang paling uhuk-uhuk~ Tak dapat duit raya!!!!!!! Chop..just dapat satu je..nasib dapat..beginilah nasib orang dah keje kan...sob..sob...Tapi.....takpe....yang paling best was bila anak-anak saudara beratur macam train nak duit raya dari auntie dieorang yang sorang ni..Dari yang besar sampai yang kecik..Yang kelakar si kecik-kecik tu...bila nak bagi duit raya dieorang cakap "Dah ada dah..." wah.....untung la kalau semua macam tu..satu angpau je dah cukup..tu yang rasa nak bagi sampai 4 angpau tu...huuu...

Lepas beraya sakan dengan family members, barulah bergerak ke rumah saudara mara. One thing bila raya ni is perut sangat suka la meragam.....boleh katakan almost every year meragam. Dah tu toilet kat rumah mak ni ada satu je...hah! jenuh la kau tunggu turn, amik nombor semata nak berak. Kalau rasa tak tahan sangat, kena start enjin...shoot ke rumah abang..nasib baik dekat. Memang kecoh la berebut toilet setiap tahun...Tapi tu yang seronok tu...Tak kira besar kecik, berebut nak memerut!!! Ahaks!!!

Oklah...jom layan sekeping dua gambar..

My family..dah besau rupenye..(chop, abang I sorang takde..jadi Mr. Photog)

The only duit raya for this year..Alhamdulillah.

Ok then. selamat hari raya semua. Minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki kalau pernah terkasar bahasa, terkutuk, termengumpat, terkata...Maaf zahir dan batin. To all bloggers yang duduk area Melaka, meh la datang rumah..pintu pagau terbukak besau dan luas untuk korang semua.

Oh ya, esok bakal nak datang!!! Weee~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Maaf zahir dan batin.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

2011-08-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

Salam. Dari sehari ke sehari nak cuba untuk post an entry tapi akhirnya..end up with nothing. Sometimes rasa macam loser jugak la bila buka blog sendiri, click kat new post but then just stared and do nothing. Macam nak suruh tamatkan kisah blog je...chop!!!mengarut dah aku ni...

Well, let's get back to our business. Yesterday I had an Iftar with my BFF Cik Dilla. Memang lately ni rasa macam akan kehilangan a bff so kalau boleh nak every day spend time with her. Walaupun cuaca macam tak mengizinkan tapi I redah jugak sebab semangat yang berkobar-kobar. Lagipun I nak tau the exact silver yang beliau nakkan tu..Maklumlah..tak lama lagi I akan ada kerjaya terbaru..jadi pengapit. weee....Cik Dilla, mana ada wajah I berseri..Tak mau la I seri sekarang..I nak seri tahun depan.....boleh tak??? You yang berseri babe. Seri pegantin tu lain tau uolsss..

Oh,bercerita tentang hal pengapit ni...sekejap lagi akan keluar dengan encik bakal. InsyaAllah nak menamatkan misi Lord the RING peringkat satu. Baru peringkat satu ye uols...masih banyak lagi perengkat yang nak kena go through. Ok then. Nak siap-siap dah ni.

Eh, dah nak raya la kan?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Update, update!

2011-08-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

Well...when you have too many things to be shared, you will end up sharing nothing. And it's true. I really don't have time to finish what I've started. Does it show that I'm a busy career woman? *ewww~puke!!!* But seriously, I'm too busy. Not just busy, but also tired!!! And I couldn't argue more because it's Ramadhan.

And hey, guess what? Today was the third day I walk to school. And it takes me about 15-20 minutes to arrive. It's not that bad actually, walking to school early in the morning and get some fresh morning air!! And I guess I can live without my car. Seriously, it's not that bad. I started to love walking instead of driving. Boleh exercise what..hee....Kelassss ko Jah!

Oh, I went out to Alpha Angle just now with my friend. And I bought a pair of shoes. I fell in love with its colours, the comfort and the most important is the price!!!!!

I just love it!!

Don't you just adore the colour? I know..I know that the colour is so not into my family theme colour for this year..Urghh! Like I care. It's my shoes.=)

You like it?

Good night everyone!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Quotes of the day - Part 3

2011-08-21T22:15:00.001+08:00

A stranger stabs you in the front,
A friend stabs you in the back,
A boyfriend stabs you in the heart,
But best friends only poke you with straws.

I say : What about soulmate?

Good night everyone.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Kisah reusable bag.

2011-08-20T06:12:00.000+08:00

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Plastic or paper? I choose paper, of course!

Alkisah, Rabu lepas telah ke Jalan TAR bersama housemate. I nak cari tudung raya mak. MasyaAllah...ramai sungguh umat manusia kat situ. Biasalah kan..sibuk membuat persiapan nak sambut lebaran. Sejak di station lrt dah packed dah. Mula-mula nak park kete kat stesen Taman Melati. Ya ampun!!! Penuh gell! Terus drive ke stesen Gombak. Alhamdulillah..ada parking! Parked kete terus jalan laju-laju! Bukan apa...teruja nak naik kenderaan awam. Sejak berkenderaan ni, jarang dah naik tren.

Berjalan-jalan di Jalan TAR sampai lembik urat saraf kaki. Tapi dapat la apa yang di cari. Syok jalan-jalan kat bazar, tudung mak pun dah beli..al-mata ni terpandang kat sepasang kurung cotton. Erm....cantik! Dan yang paling penting it's on budget. RM50 only. Owh..sebelum jauh bercerita, nak bagitau lately, I memang suka bawak shopping bag. Senang. Tak payah bersusah payah angkut sampai 2,3,4 atau 5 plastic bag! Lagipun kita kan tengah nak save the earth. *amboi statement..Kelassss ko Jah ! *So sepanjang pembelian kat situ memang tak dapat lagi plastic bag. Tapi yang jadi bahan tak puas was when nak purchase baju kurung hijau tersebut. Pekerja dia Mek Indon tu tetap berkeras nak bagi plastic bag.

Me : Takpe kak. Masuk je dalam bag ni. Saya tak nak plastic bag.

She : Nggak boleh adik...Mesti letak dalam plastik dulu.

Me : Tapi kak..saya tak nak plastic.

She : Nggak boleh. Kalau membeli mesti ada plastiknya.

Me : Tapi saya tak nak. Kesian bumi nanti.

She : Aduh...ambil aja. Kalau nggak mahu, balik nanti boleh di buang.

Me : Taknak lah kak.....(degil betul Indon ni. Memang tak menghargai alam sekitar)

Then terus je dia masuk dalam plastic.Haish! Geram betul! Mentang-mentang kau bukan rakyat Malaysia...Geram!!!!!! Macam mana rakyat Malaysia nak support kempen bumi hijau kalau ada sesetengah penjual yang macam ni? Bayangkan kalau orang macam ni masih ramai?

Urghh~ apalah salahnya sama-sama support niat murni ni. Sekarang ni I kena sentiasa ingat to take my reusable bag where ever I go. Korang pun support jugak tau. Sayang korang!

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Sepetang Di Subang Jaya

2011-08-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Peringatan : Ini ialah entry simpan. Biasalahkan . . . orang kalau dah rajin sangat-sangat...memang suka penuhkan inbox memory. Well last Saturday, after I finished my extra class, I headed straight to Subang. The story was like this. Hajat di hati bakal nak make-up kereta beliau di Kajang. Maklumlah..nak raya kan..So he already asked the workshop and it takes approximately 4 days to finish everything. Jadi dalam masa his car kat bengkel, I bagi beliau pakai my car since my workplace is not that far. Salah. Sangat dekat sebenarnya my workplace dengan rumah. Rumah encik bakal pula jauh nak ke office. Mula-mula beliau nak drive kereta abah beliau je..But then I said better no. At least kena ada kereta kat rumah..manalah tau kan abah beliau ada emergency ke, apa ke...Then beliau setuju nak pakai my car..

As I said lepas kelas tambahan terus ke rumah beliau. Sebab it was Saturday dan malas nak harung jam di Federal, saya lalu NPE. Lepas je tol Taman Medan, my phone rang...It's him telling that his car won't start. Err...kenapa lepas I dah lepas tol baru nak cakap? Sampai rumah beliau, both of us meng-Google why car won't start. And mostly the answer is flat battery. Hah! Ape lagi??? Both of us berlagak macam mekanik la kan..Sudahnya panggil mekanik depan rumah..Dah start pakai jumper start pun tak boleh. So the junior mekanik tu suruh tolak gi bengkel. So kena tunggu kepas berbuka. Okay. Memang beliau sangat risau. Sudahnya I kena paksa berbuka di rumah beliau.

Lepas berbuka * Thanks auntie * datanglah beberapa orang mekanik to push the car. And then tak lama lepas tu, beliau balik lalu mengambil kunci spare. Saya teman beliau ke bengkel semula..And guess what? Kereta boleh start, okeyh? Sepetang tunggu, bermacam-macam benda yang dah try. Boleh tak??? Sebenarnya nak pakai KUNCI SPARE???? dang!!!! huh~ Sabor jelah..Kunci ori tak leh pakai sebab cip dekat kunci tu dah hilang. Hah..memosah la pulak nak mencari. Then auntie cakap maybe auntie dah tersapu kot...I said to him that manalah tau kan..Jumi si chubby tu dah makan......

Lepas went through saat-saat yang tense di rumah beliau.......kami spent time di Old Town sambil menikmati coffee. berbual tentang "hari itu". Hmm.... Sayang awak wahai encik bakal.

Me vs Him...=)

Our treat after seharian bersabar.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

The Second Week Of Ramadhan

2011-08-16T05:49:00.003+08:00

How time flies! Sekejap je rasanya dah masuk minggu ketiga Ramadhan. And I guess it's not that too late to share my 2nd week of Ramadhan journal, right?

Well, minggu kedua Ramadhan banyak dihabiskan di rumah sewa. Macam first week, I banyak ke Bazar. Actually I lebih prefer memasak sendiri menu juadah untuk berbuka. Memang I bukan type yang memilih sangat, but when it comes to food, tekak I ni cerewet sikit. So lebih baik masak sendiri, boleh layan karenah selera ni kan?

Antara menu yang menjadi pilihan mestilah yang pedas dan masam. Asam pedas, sup sayur, sambal ikan, ikan kukus, masak lemak udang dan macam-macam lagi. Tapi menu ikan kukus naik sampai 2 kali last week. My housemate request. Lagi pun bukan susah pun buat ikan kukus ni. Simple and sedap.

Ikan sebelum di kukus...Nak resepi?

Sebenarnya memasak di rumah adalah sangat memberi kepuasan yang maksima bila waktu berbuka. Tapi tu lah...kesian kat my housemate sebab kena makan apa yang tekak I pilih. But this ikan kukus tak mengecewakan beliau. Well...Ni antara menu berbuka saya last week..Menu orang bujang...

Masak lemak udang, telur dadar dan ikan kukus..

Dan semalam saya telah masak keuh teow goreng basah. Tekak dah jemu nasi lah tu kan.....

Yummy!!!

Dan minggu ketiga ni rasanya akan banyak Iftar di luar..Well just wait and see. Anyways, kuih raya yang saya order untuk mak dah sampai 4 balang. Teruja rasanya tengok. Tapi sabor je lah~ Eh, duit raya pun dah tukar. Wee~

Owh ya, Sabtu lepas adalah hari yang paling panjang rasanya. Kenapa? Saya ada tragedi sepetang di Subang Jaya. Haih~ Will update it later.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Quotes of the day - Part 2

2011-08-15T16:49:00.000+08:00

Cikmai's Quote of the day :

You will find happiness in your relationship when you put yourself in his shoes.

5 years and still counting. I love him every now and then. =)

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Well....

2011-08-14T05:31:00.000+08:00

I will update my 2nd week of Ramadhan journal later. I still have Sunday to be treasured in few hours. So let's just wait.

Oh, by the way, he already downloaded a wedding checklist from Mr.Google. Ask me??Nahhh~ How I wish I could be so particular like him.. But I'm sorry honey..I just can't stop myself from being unexpected and messy. Derr~ T_T

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Foundation??

2011-08-12T16:25:00.001+08:00

Yuhuuu!!! Uolss tengah buat apa tu? Puasa dak? Alhamdulillah...hari ni dah masuk Ramadhan yang ke 12 ! Sekejap sangat masa berlalu kan? Bahang raya pun dah makin terasa. Cuma dekat radio masih belum lagi kedengaran lagu raya...Sat lagi bila dah putaq lagu raya, confirm dah rasa macam dekat sangat nak raya.

By the way, balik kerja tadi hampir-hampir dah nak ke Jalan TAR. But then sebab takde orang yang nak mengular, maka niat terus terbatal. Then I headed to Giant Batu Caves. Niat di hati mencari bahan basah nak masak. And I was about to park my car and suddenly my phone rang. It's the Mr. Postman. Yay!! My parcel arrived already nolks~ Original Naturactor Foundation yang I order tu dah sampai!!! Maka, beli barang cepat-cepat, and bergegas pergi ambil barang tersebut at my school's postguard. Bukan apa, tak sabar nak test conteng-conteng kat muka. Kuangkuangkuang.

So balik rumah terus cuci muka bersih-bersih. And before apply that foundation, I terfikir nak apply my UV Face Milk SPF 50+ dulu. Kenapa? Well, sekarang ni kan sangat panas...so our skin need a protection. So sebab takut muka jadi oily *sila note yang kulit saya jenis yang berminyak * baik la kita cuba try test dulu kan?

Lepas ratakan sunblock all over my face, I apply that Original Naturactor Foundation. I ratakan pakai damped puff supaya tak capuk-capuk and it will last longer. After apply that foundation, I finished it dengan my compact. Well, it is advisable to finish it with loose powder..tapi my skin ni super sensitive...bedak ni je yang boleh pakai kat my face..It's a compact powder from Bodyshop. And...I love the result. Tak berminyak and looks natural. Thanks Syafiqah for introducing me to this foundation. Jom tengok hasil. By the way, mind the tudung and baju....kan main conteng-conteng muka dalam rumah...So I just grab apa yang ada kat sekeliling to cover my aurat.

Tak oily kan?

Ok. Just mind the eyebag.

Sukaaa...boleh conteng-conteng muka masa raya nanti!!! Ok then. Nak ke dapur pulak. Today's menu mask lemak udang campur kacang panjang, ikan kukus (again...well my housemate request) and telur dadar...Korang berbuka apa?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

OMG!!!! Kawan-kawan bloggers!!!

2011-08-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

My dear rakan Bloggers,

Actually I was about to go to bed when I accidentally *ayat nak sedapkan hati* log in my FB account. And I read this thing from one of my friend. Maybe this thing dah lama or maybe dah ramai orang tau..but me, as a new blogger *ceh..perasan ko Jah!* atau dalam bahasa ringkas outdated *Ok, fine. Whatever.* sekadar mahu berkongsi maklumat. Thanks to my friend Eazy for sharing this status. Status beliau berbunyi begini:

ADA SATU HIDDEN WEBSITE YANG PASTI MENGEJUTKAN ANDA..

PERHATIAN !!!

1. cuba anda buka mane-mane blog kawan anda....

contoh : aaaaa.blogspot.com

2. kemudian, buka semula blog kawan anda itu, tapi dengan membuang huruf 's' pada perkataan blogspot

contoh : aaaa.blogpot.com

...

Apa yang terjadi?

Licik betul mereka ni....

Saya telah cuba dan.....Ya Allah memang licik mereka ni...

Selamat malam semua. Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

2011-08-11T20:41:00.001+08:00

I telah decide to let go the offer even they will pay me RM500 per hour. Let say the photo-shooting takes 2 hour then I will be paid RM1k. * Biji mata dah bertukar jadi RM *Menggelepur sebenarnya but then Encik Bakal say DON'T so it means DON'T.

Baiklah. Sumpah, otak kering gila. Puas dah perah dari balik sekolah tadi nak update. Tapi I end up blur bila staring at my laptop screen. Tu la jadinya when you have abundance of memories kept in your inbox tapi you were too lazy to update. Ok. Takde idea. Iklan kejap.

Take care , Garnier.

Kelasss ko Jah! Iklan Garnier...Gitu...Kuangkuangkuang...

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

I miss you

2011-08-09T16:37:00.000+08:00

This entry is dedicated especially for my beloved BFF, Cik Fardilla Fawzi.

Babe, u fikir rindu u je? Rindu i ni? Lama gila babs kot tak jumpa u...Rindu gell!!!!! Bila lah nak berbuka puasa together-gether ni....

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Monday is Mad-day!

2011-08-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

I have nothing much to say to summarize my Monday. It was so bad, so sad and so mad!!!! I never felt such a long journey from my hometown to KL. It was terrible.

But towards the evening it's getting better. Brilliant I should say. Thanks to Mr. Boify.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Rezeki untuk tabung kahwin?

2011-08-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

Salam. Seharian tak online and bukak FB melambak notifications. Huu..And check inbox PM..ada offer to be model bertudung. Dan I akan di bayar. Err...Mari berfikir sekejap. Kalau ikutkan, ini salah satu lubang untuk I tambahkan tabung kahwin. Tapi...tak biasa nak posing-posing depan orang.

Lagipun.....Encik Sayang tak bagi. Dan saya ialah yang menurut perintah. Good bye golden opportunity..Hope to see you again next time.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

5th Ramadan Moment.

2011-08-06T07:03:00.000+08:00

Good morning everyone. Dah sahur? Mesti uolss makan yang best-best. Jeles mak~ I just makan energy bar je sebab terlewat bangun dan macam tak sempat nak masak-masak sana sini. After all, a feeling of happiness has overcome everything right now! So I'm not hungry. In a few hours, I'll be back to my hometown. Yippie!!!! *Over excited*

Yesterday, I went to break the fast with my love. A bit tiring but I'm happy. The journey was a bit hectic as well. I had to drive from Gombak to Bukit Jalil to meet Shazli and then heading to Bangsar to fetch him. But it doesn't matter as I love him so much! *ha..mula lah tu...*

Our destination was The Curve. Walaupun jalan jam macam tuttt tapi kami berjaya sampai awal. Jalan-jalan here and there, went to perform Asar prayer and then baru gerak ke lokasi kejadian. He already made a reservation at Little Penang Cafe. When we arrived, we were a bit cuak as his name was not in the reservation list. I could hear he spelled out his name so many times. Ok. Menguji kesabaran di situ.

Akhirnya!! Ada rupanya. Nak tau kenapa sebab takde? Well take a look at this.

Zassan?

Haha! Hampir tergolek2. Patutla takde nama. Nama Zaffan tapi orang tu tulih Zassan. And then he keep on asking me " Sayang, 'f'' I bunyi macam 's' ke? Then dia asyikla demonstrate sebutan f,f,f,f,f,f,f depan I. Haruslah I tergelak. Comel ok? Then I said to him " You mesti ada adik kembar nama Hassan kan?" Hahahahahahaha!!!! Then he said " Nanti I nak letak nama anak I Hassan, Bassan, Tassan..." Semua "ssan" kat belakang. Hahahaha! So comellah you! Bergurau sambil tunggu food. Even makanan sampai taklah lambat sangat tapi kami sempat mensnap picture secara curi-curi. *bajet papa & mamarazi lah kan?

Muka tak puas hati Encik Zassan. Eh, Zaffan? Zassan? Hihi.

Masa bila ntah I buat muka cenggini time cakap?? Eh, baju kurung? Kelas ko Jah~

Lepas makan dengan tahap melampau,kami membawa badan dan perut kami yang tegang ke surau untuk Solat Maghrib pula. Err.....kenyang gila! Melantak macam ada 4 orang di situ. Oh ya, Pai tee dia sedap!!!! Suka!

After Maghrib prayer, like always la merayau mencari kasut itu. Ada jumpa dan beliau suka kasut Renoma itu tapi tiada saiz. Sumpah, yang itu sangat cantik. Tapi sayang size yillek bebeh. Design yang lain semua panjang-panjang muncungnya. Macam freak nak letak dalam dulang hantaran. Sayang cakap, kita pergi tempat lain. I ok je... Then he said "Sayang....cepatlah pilihkan hadiah untuk mama. I tak tahu..." Owh, hampir terlupa misi sebenar sebab terlalu excited nak win-win kan? Tett! So kami meround satu The Curve, at last di Metrojaya juga jumpa hasil. I harap auntie suka. Happy birthday auntie yang cantik. Lepas pilih his mama's birthday present, beliau nak beli baju melayu la pulak kan...Even though kaki dah sengal-sengal akibat berjalan pakai kasut 3 inches *bukan wedges tapi HEELS*, tapi sebab semangat nak raya, ku gagahkan jua. So I picked a few baju yang memang I tau taste dia. I mean jenis kain yang beliau suka, poket jatuh ke tak jatuh, itu dan ini...And beliau dah jatuh hati dengan kaler yg itu...Bahu muat ngam-ngam tapi seluar dan lengan baju agak senteng dalam setengah inci. Maklumlah encik Sayang ni tinggi lampai orangnye. Tapi sebab dah berkenan, beliau sambar juga. Tapi beliau minta I tolong kecikkan sikit claim tu.Well, no prob bebeh. nanti I nak siapkan jahit baju raya I, I buat sekali baju u k? Just nak cari benang sesuai je..

Ok, kesimpulannya, pencarian kasut, belt and wallet telah gagal. Baby, kita pi Metrojaya kat Mid Valley plak next week, okay? Tak pe, sayang saya cakap tahun depan tu lama lagi. Eh, ye ke? Huuu~

Dan lagi satu berita tergempar. Beliau telah melaporkan bahawa abah beliau adalah seorang yang mengikut adat. Sama juga seperti abah saya. Jadi kemungkinan untuk bertunang dahulu adalah tinggi. Tapi kami pula adalah spesis yang tak sabar dan berjimat cermat * bukan kedekut * jadi mahu sekali jalan. Hurmm.. Semakin complicated di situ. Kita tengok nanti keputusannya. Sekian.

Nak recharge sekejap then terus gerak balik.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

2011-08-04T16:13:00.002+08:00

Only one word to describe how I feel right now.

Worried

Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Kain duyung? Kain kipas?

2011-08-03T09:51:00.000+08:00

Okay..I'm now having my recess. What I do?? Googling for the design untuk hari itu. Well...like I said before I like it to be simple yet stunning. I pilih kurung moden.

Mungkinkah yang ini?? Tapi I tak suka kain dia la nolks~

Yang ini pula? Hmmm......

Well....baju senang je nk design..Kain tu...I tak gemar kain kembang payung...Maybe kain kipas belakang or kain duyung? Chop...kain duyung tu sama ke macam kain kembang payung? Ke lain?

Okay, lepas raya baru hantar..Or to be exact lepas bayar road tax and insurance keta....

Eh, kaler baju gambar yang second tu macam kalaer baju kami je......err....Macam aje ok...Tapi tak sama.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

600th entry..

2011-08-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Dear us, don't think too much about it. I'm sure that Allah will show us the way and will open the easiest path for us to make it happen. InsyaAllah. All we need is PRAY.

Footnote: This is my 600th entry. And I'm still blogging.. =)

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Hold dulu..

2011-08-01T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hai semua. Salam Ramadhan. I just came back from 2nd day terawih. Alhamdulillah. What I love most about Ramadhan is the ibadah. Time ni la orang berlumba-lumba tambahkan saham akhirat. Tak ketinggalan juga I yang masih banyak kekurangan ni. Bukan selalu dapat solat sunat terawih ni. Time-time macam ni lah nak kejar. Bukan ke begitu kawan-kawan?

Oh ya ! I guess macam dah confirmed, insyaAllah..sukaaaaaa.. wee~ But sayang cakap next year is a long way to go. So everything from tempah baju, bakal suruh hold dulu. We need the exact date. Like I said, wait after raya okay... Dup dap dup dap...

Hari ni bakal ajak berbuka di rumah beliau..I refused. Well, I sangat segan okay nak berbuka di rumah beliau sebab mesti akan makan bersama all his family members. I mean ALL. Bila ALL haruslah ada abah beliau. Okay sangat malu. Memang before ni selalu makan kat rumah beliau but without his dad. Ada his mama je dan adik-adik. Oh ya, sayang saya punya mama adalah sangat cantik. *iklan* Huuuu...Tak dapat bayangkan kalau abah beliau ada sekali. Ingat lagi masa beliau konvo and after konvo, gi minum and I didn't say a word...segan punya pasal.....Nak cakap terima kasih uncle sebab hantar kat airport pun segan semacam. Cakap pun terketar-ketar. Adeyh~

So sekarang ni terfikir...macam mana nanti bila nak tut tut? Macam mana nak hilangkan rasa segan ni? Belum lagi dengan saudara-mara beliau. Saudara di Muar and nenek beliau di Muar I dah jumpa and like dah 2-3 times la..Tu pun time raya je...Yang lain? I seriously segan and malu sangat-sangat. Yelah, I ni banyak lagi kekurangan diri. Tu yang buat segan tu...Lagi pun mak selalu pesan, kita ni orang Melayu kena la jaga adab dan sopan santun. Dan I berpegang pada yang itu.

Macam mana nak hilangkan rasa segan ni?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Selamat berpuasa semua...

2011-07-31T19:48:00.001+08:00

Assalalmualaikum semua. Fuhhhh!! Penat sangat. Dating sakan dengan encik bakal. Dari semalam sampai hari ni. Well, bak kata encik bakal....kita dating habis-habisan sebelum puasa. Huuuu.....

Semalam temankan sayang tintedkan his car...sambil tunggu kereta sambil makan McD. Then lepas ambil kete, makan lagiii.............Makan je kan keje kami. Eh, berat saya dah naik 2 . 5 kg!!!! Sukaaaa!!!! So today, early in the morning, he treated me breakfast buffet at Empire Hotel. Wah!!!!! Hotel tu sangat cantik!!!!!!!! Even kami sampai dah agak lambat, tapi sempat la melantak. Kan dah cakap...keje kami makan je....Hmm..thank you sayang...I tak expect pun nak makan kat situ...I thought kat mamak..Thanks again sayang..So ramantic la you!

After breakfast, teman sayang cari barang untuk bini no. 2 beliau. Went to Brother's Kelana Jaya..sayang beli carpet untuk kereta beliau. Hai...berdating gi kedai aksesori kereta jela nampaknya. Tapi takpe..dah tu yang buat beliau happy. Apa yang penting, sayang saya selesa dengan saya.

Oh ya, dalam kereta on the way to Kelana Jaya, I asked him whether dah bincang dengan abah pasal kami ke tak..And?? Weee~ Tunggu naaa........ Surprise!!

Ok then. nak mandi. Selamat berpuasa semua. Dan selamat berterawikh.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Wordless Wednesday #1

2011-07-27T14:01:00.003+08:00

Because he makes me happy.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

It's just a simple 3 words text.

2011-07-27T00:53:00.001+08:00

The text was simple. Only three words. But the effect from those three words make me feel like I'm flying up in the sky with my two invisible wings. Is this something that we call it as LOVE? Huh! Another rhetorical question that you don't have to answer me.

Well....never had the idea that those three words could drive me insane. I love you too baby. Always, now and forever.

Gosh!!Look at the time. It's quarter to 1 a.m. but I still couldn't close my eyes even though my body needs to be recharged for tomorrow. So I guess I need to force myself to fall asleep. Perhaps counting the imaginary sheep will help me out rather than taking sleeping pills. Hey, I think I managed to stop taking those pills. Night.

Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Surat Cinta?

2011-07-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Mata dah mengantuk sakan tapi ada hati nak post entry. Semangat nak story-mory pasal semalam. Bukannya apa, semalam masing-masing terlebih hormon endorphin. Ya ampun, dari mula naik kereta sampai nak balik, ada je benda yang nak digelakkan. Oh ya, semalam pergi attend our friend's reception. Both the pengantin perempuan and lelaki adalah kawan sekolah kami. So macam tak best la tak gi kan. Kami duk melihat-lihat theme colour. Bukan nak tiru..just nak ilham. We found out that lately ramai bebenor yang buat theme biru yang aqua or turquoise dengan putih. Let's find theme yang lain. Relax..banyak lagi masa...

Selesai attend jemputan, teman bakal gi usha tayar kete beliau. Okay, layankan..Then kami segera ke Jakel Shah Alam. Surprisingly, beliau agak teruja dengan pakej-pakej baju pengantin. Haaa....Baru tau keterujaan cari kain..I tried chiffon kaler sweet purple tu. Orang tu pakaikan kat badan I jadi macam baju. Beliau cakap okay dan cantik...Nah amik kau. baru tahu kejelitaan I. *muntah* Rasa macam tak nak tanggal bila beliau cakap Cantiknya B..Sweet..ahhhh....dan beliau macam nak amik kaler purple itu. Setelah berbincang di dalam kedai, dan memandangkan beliau nak sekali jalan...Kami decide tak nak membazir..Pakai je kain yang di beli itu. Beliau pun suka kaler kain yang tu. Yay!!! Dah boleh gi tempah!!!

Setelah penat decide mendecide, apa lagi?? Let's Tutti Fruity!!! Lepas makan frozen yogurt tu..kami bertambah sengal. Huuu...topic yang di bincangkan ialah surat cinta. Okay, saya adalah yang tidak bercinta-cintun masa sekolah. Tapi beliau terlibat dalam kancah percintaan budak sekolah ni. So I said to him 'Pandai jugak you tulis surat cinta masa sekolah dulu kan? You memang jiwang eh?' And beliau jawab "Bangang.Aku rasa nak lempang kau sekarang" hahaha! And we burst into a big big laugh. Gagagaga~ Tiap kali kami imbas memori sekolah beliau akan cakap "Apsal la I macam tu dulu.." Dan I hanya mampu gelak guling-guling. Dan I minta beliau sekeping surat cinta since kami tak pernah jiwang-jiwang bersurat ni. Dan jawapan beliau : Bangang kau. Hihi..I suka sangat usik beliau. Tak best la kan kalau relationship tu macam skema je...Ada gila-gila sikit, baru best.

Lepas sakan gelak, beliau minta tolong pilihkan handphone untuk abah beliau. Today is his birthday. Happy birthday Uncle..*sambil ketaq kaki*. Tulah dia beliau..dari present abah beliau sampai ke mama, sampai ke adik-adik, mesti nak I pilihkan. Sampai cake pun I yang kena pilihkan. Hmm...saja nak manja lettewww~ Owh masa beli hadiah abah beliau, kami sempat survey-survey gadget untuk hantaran. Ermm..beliau nak lens camera that will cost me RM7k. Uhuk! I cakap, mahalnya..Biar betik??Sila lempang I laju-laju. Okay, beliau lempang laju-laju secara real. Damn~ Free=free je kena slap kat kedai. huuuu..

Persoalannya di sini..Agaknya melampau tak nak minta Galaxy Tab? *mengada-ngada*

Nak tido la. Ngantuk. Tapi siapa la yang tengah bakar biskut raya ni? Baunya menusuk kalbu betul.

P/S: Pencarian Crabtree & Evelyn di One Utama hari ini tidak berhasil. Benda yang saya nak itu tak ada. Uwaaa!!! Kena try cari tempat lain. Siapa nak sponsor, sila angkat tangan macam saya..Tett!!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Because we chose that way...

2011-07-25T09:46:00.001+08:00

The brave us.

Decision we made,

The promises...

And the path that we chose....

Me and you together forever..

Long lasting relationship...

Because we are so brave to make the choice

And to take the risk....

To keep it,

To fight for it,

And to work for it.

I love you forever and ever..

It's the eternal one.

Pray for us. InsyaAllah.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Too tired

2011-07-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hello readers. And...Hi Brianna!!!! Thanks for visiting my blog. Thanks a bunch. Kisses!

By the way,I have so many stories to tell but gosh! I'm too tired. Walking in 3 inches heels for 8 hours was really a disaster.

Well about my wedding plan..hurm....we had a long discussion today and we'll wait after this Eidul Fitr. Got surprise! Hehe.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Sayang awak sangat-sangat.

2011-07-24T02:24:00.000+08:00

Ni apsal kau tak tido lagi ni Senah? Adeyh~ I bukan apa. Dah cuba nak pejamkan mata . . tapi baru je nak pejam teringat kat Encik Bakal. Tadi dia ada call, pakai phone rumah. Kesian dia phone kena barred. Tulah..Siang tadi I mengada-ngada merajuk kan? Siapa suruh? Pastu nak emosi sana sini. Rasa bersalah la tu nak emosi tak tentu pasal.

Memang tak boleh tahan rindu so tepat jam 2:02 a.m. tadi I grab my phone and dialled his number. Adoi. Rindu la. Beliau dah tidur pun. Manja gitu suara. Now I rasa I dapat dah tido lepas beliau cakap I leb yu B..

He's the sweetest man ever! Sayang awak sangat-sangat!

Gediknya kau Akma.

Aura negatif, tolong syuhhh jauh-jauh. Night peeps.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Quotes of the day

2011-07-24T01:48:00.001+08:00

Terbakar kampung nampak asap..

Terbakar hati, siapa tahu..

(by Karam Singh Walia)

Selamat malam semua. Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Emosi agak tak stabil, mungkin?

2011-07-23T20:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua. Malam ni I'm alone. Housemate balik kampung. My mom cakap tak payah balik, she's getting better. Mak cakap "Akak kan nak pakai duit..". Okay, terharu di situ. So I stay kat rumah and what else? Googling! I bet most of you are watching football match now. Kan?Tapi sorrylah. langsung takda mood nak tengok. Kalau tengok pun, kena kutuk je nanti. Kan dah cakap. Mood I tak berapa okay ni. Hari ni berselisih faham dengan encik bakal dan upacara rajuk-merajuk telah berlaku sepanjang hari. I memang pantang kalau upacara ni berlaku. Habis semua orang kena bambu dengan I. Baik yang dalm t.v., kat luar t.v., atas t.v., bawah t.v..Dan siapa-siapa terkena tempias, sorry der..I memang tengah emo. Saya telah digesa untuk menyeranai pendek list. Haih! Susah kot. Seminggu fikir. Gila la kau. Tak boleh buat secara slow-slow ke? Dah la busy tahap lapan-belas-tangan-pun-tak-cukup. Dan Encik budget, anda telah potong stim tahu? Kacau la kau ni budget. Benci I ! Baru nak fikir pasal raya dan baju pengapit. Damn.

Kahwin hantaran tak mau banyak. Benda-benda tu boleh beli lepas kahwin. Kan? Tunang pun tak payah nak kalut. Ey, tak nak fikir, boleh tak? Tapi kena jugak!!!

Okay. Seperti yang I telah cakap mungkin perfume tidak akan ada dalam list. I mean maybe la. Perfume like something common. Nak ganti dengan bath set. Jadi nekad bulan ni nak pergi OU. Nak pergi OU...nak pergi OU...Nak pergi OU...Nak pergi OU. *bercakap ikut nada nak cari kayu dalam cite Labu-Labi* Nak grab 2nd item dalam list tu.

Kasut? Tak nak sepasang dengan handbag, aci kan? Yang tu dah ada dalam kepala. I nak amalkan tiga konsep mudah. Masuk kedai, beli dan blah. Full stop.

Minggu depan nak ajak beliau ke Sogo. Beliau mungkin nak perfume.

So list pendek saya yang dah ada dalam kepala otak yang serabut ni:

Al-quran and telekung.
Bath set wangi-wangi
Kasut
Handbag and wallet (ni beli lepas dapat bonus. Bukan Jalan Bonus ye Kak Ina. Harap-harap dapat le )
Yang lain barang yang boleh di makan. Sebab barang-barang ni cantik. Haha!

Oh ya. Pernah dengar tak telekung Siti Khadijah? I nak yang Siti Khadijah tu. Serious sangat cantik dan kain high quality. Dah jatuh cinta dengan Siti Khadijah. Ada sesiapa nak pergi Kelantan tak? I and family I tak plan nak balik Kelantan dalam masa terdekat ni. Anyone tahu kat KL ni mana ada jual telekung Siti Khadijah tak?

Doorgift kakak cakap nak sponsor.Tapi nak demand, boleh tak? Kak Long telah berkenan bekas telur pewter yang cantik itu. Satu rm20+. Katanya doorgift untuk rombongan.Uhuk-uhuk. Tersedak aku.

Susahnya nak puaskan hati semua orang. Boboi semput!!

Akma, kau ni dah ready ke belum sebenarnya? Dang! Slap diri sendiri laju-laju. Emo semakin meruncing. Haih makin kerap plak selisih faham dan rajuk-merajuk. Ni yang buat I malas nak fikir tau. Benci.

Sakit kepala yang amat. Nak makan pain killer and nak tergolek. Jangan harap Encik Bakal nak call. Kenapa makin kerap berselisih faham ni?

Malam ni tak de hug-hug and kiss-kiss. I emo ni. Tolong.

By,

Cikmai.

2 minutes entry

2011-07-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

Okay. Baru lepas makan sebiji epal. Cukuplah untuk memberi tenaga untuk kelas tonight. Nak update panjang lebar, but I guess I'm not in the mood. Will catch you guys later. Oh ya, tak sempat lagi nak hai hai kat wa_gurlz89 and CikFantaghiro. Hai to both of you. Muah! Muah!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Sentap Hati Mak Nak....

2011-07-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

Semalam lepas balik keje, like always, hang out dengan cliques. We were having our late lunch and yang paling penting gossiping! I went back home and had a killing headache! Pening rasa nak pitam gitu. Last Tuesday check doc cakap tekanan darah rendah. Well I guess sebab tu kot rasa macam nak tergolek sekejap. So I called him, tried to tell him about my condition. Okay, panggilan adalah waiting. Sebab tunggu lama sangat dan dah tak tahan...Mulalah I macam nak mengada-ngada. Suddenly he said something yang buat I berfikir sejenak. Bukan saja berfikir, tapi merenungkan apa yang dia cakap. And I hate it bila dia buat I terasa. Dan tak perlulah dikongsi apa yang dia cakap. Tapi seriously, I sentap sekejap. Bukan sekejap. Sampai sekarang kot sentap. Maka dengan rasminya, I telah mengambil keputusan untuk tidak lagi mahu berusaha apa-apa. Sekian. Emo.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Tailor la pulak...

2011-07-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

Kain dah beli. Fabric beaded chiffon. Tapi kaler dia I tak tau nak describe macam mana. Kat kedai tengok macam off white.Pastu kat rumah tengok macam kaler white wine tu. I pun confuse. Harap-harap encik bakal suka sebab both of my parents suka. Abah yang suruh ambil yang tu. Mak pun berkenan yang tu. Design classic katanya..Susah betul nak decide beli kain. Tapi kan part yang paling best masa nak nego harga kain tu. Kain tu semeter 3 rats lebih la..tu yang terpapar kat situ la kan..tapi setelah beramah mesra dengan manager kedai tu dan dia offer amik kain tu sekali dengan pakej baju melayu lelaki and lining sekali and total dia sangat berpatutan..Wow!! Bak kata Manager tu...just to make you happy, I kasi u harga ini. Haha. Dapat free sampin lagi..Nape tak dapat free selendang yang lawa tu? Mengada! Bagi betis nak paha pulak kan??

The question is boleh tak if baju tunang tu dipakai semula masa nikah yang tahun depan depan tu? Agak-agak ada orang akan perasan tak? Atau tak pernah dibuat orang?? Kuikuikui. Memang budget la kau ni Senah! Ingatkan masa nikah or resepsi *yang tak tahu bila lagi* nak pakai baju kain lace Solstiss tu ke...tak pun Korean lace..tapi mahal bebenor harganya. Tapi Korean lace tu lembut je... dah, dah. Sila jangan berangan. Sila beli ikut kemampuan.

Okay, belum pape kau dah cari baju kan? Bukan apa..nak hantar gi tailor tu takes time bukan? Sementara baju kat tailor, boleh settle other things. Sementara settle-settle tu, tup tup dah tahun depan kan? Bak kata encik bakal kita simpan...hihi.

Okay. Jadi misi sekarang ialah mencari tailor yang best dan harga yang berpatutan. Takut plak baju jadi tak sedap dipakai dan harga terlebih dari budget. Cik Anes kita dah offer nak teman cari tailor. Weee!! Thanks babe! Harap-harap misi tercapai.

Nota kaki: Apsal la jerawat makin banyak ni? Haih~ Hilang keyakinan..

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

2011-07-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hari ni duk membelek-belek blog I ni. Ya Allah..Baru perasan. Akma, kau dah ketinggalan ke ape? Atau mungkin kau tak sedar diri?

Nampak tak 2010 tu??

Wishlist untuk 2010? Gilaaaa. Okay, okay..will update it soon. Kuangkuangkuang..

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

OMG!!!!

2011-07-19T08:51:00.000+08:00

Telah terjumpa satu blog yang designnya sama seakan-akan macam saya. Okay. Pitam sekejap.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Mixed Feelings

2011-07-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Mom is not feeling well lately. Last Saturday, she was laying on the bed like for the whole day. She didn't eat and she vomited. I'm so worried!!!

But...........Despite from being so worried, I'm quite happy when..well you know...But I don't know how to react..It's a mixed of feelings.

And today I met him before I went back home. We had a short discussion about the colour. And luckily, he is not that cerewet-sana-sini guy. Thank god. Beliau sangat calm. And I still have less than an hour to finalize the colour before I purchase that particular thing.

Well, if you ask me, I think white with a blend of cream will be nice. And the design? Baju kurung modern. It's so classic, kan? And my dad really like that cream one. Hmmmm...And what about sayang saya? He is the type of i-tak-kisah-sayang.... Haih~ Ni baru nak cari kain........

I dream of a white wedding with splashes of pastels colours..Damn!! I've gone too far! sorry for that.

Tapi..mak is not feeling well...I can't be too happy... Dugaannnnn.........

Eh, boleh kan kami nak buat surprise?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Merangkak-rangkak .

2011-07-16T08:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Saturday peeps! Phew~ It seems like this is the first chilling Saturday I had after months. Today I don't have any extra classes so I can online on my bed!!! Lama betul tak rasa lapang sikit macam ni. Seriously dah berapa bulan I tak rasa Saturday.

Malam semalam after extra class, shoot ke Platinum Walk..Join the ex-SAMURA having a steamboat buffet dinner. Agak terlambat sebab mereka start makan at 8.30 p.m. and I arrived at 10.30 p.m. But better late than never! Thanks Daong and Azim kerana telah berkongsi makanan dengan I. Dan Nuar juga kerana telah berkongsi minuman dengan saya..Dan thanks to my baby for the ice-cream. Ehh..I memang muka tak malu kan? Sampai je terus melantak..Free plak tu. Thanks kawan-kawan for allowing me..Hukhuk!

Oh, ya! Last Thursday he came and we went out for dinner together. And the serious talk began. Now he's serious to make it happen next year. Biar betul??? What makes him ready?Bukan apa.....I ni tak ready la...Bukan tak ready ape..It just that...alahai..Financial semput-semput ala motor kapcai haaa.....Mana nak cekau 10k tahun depan? Adeyh~ Whatever it is, my sis said I don't have to worry that much sebabnya kakak cakap kan boleh guna 'duit itu' untuk di spend. But still kena cari juga 10k. Adeyh~ again. So I think I'll apply for loan lepas dapat pergerakan gaji Julai ni. Alhamdulillah. Dapat dah surat pergerakan gaji. Rezeki nak tut..tut..tut...kot. Nasib la keje gomen. Senang la sikit nak buat loan. Kuangkuangkuang...

Orang lain macam senang je nak tut..tut...Macam naik kapal terbang. I oll ni masih lagi merangkak-rangkak.. Hmm...Maybe nilah kot orang cakap dugaan.........................

Oklah, cau cin cau!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Sunday Picnic + Photoshoot- Part 4

2011-07-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone. Fuhhh...Lama gila tak jenguk-jenguk blog ni. Like always alasan yang typical..malas I nak state kat sini. Korang semua tentu dah tahu kan? Eh...No lah.... Bukan sibuk pasal BERSIH ya...tapi sibuk pasal KOTOR. Kuangkuangkuang..Ada ke? Malas nak berbicara pasal isu itu.

By the way, rasanya lepas ni Sunday will be our dating day kot. Or should I say Sunday will be his sweet day? Whatever...Beliau akan transform *ala-ala Autobot..Transform!!! gitu...* menjadi makhluk yang sweet. last Sunday we planned to go to Floria but then he said his dad want to follow. Malangnya abah still tidur masa I sampai rumah beliau. Sebab abah still asleep I cakap kat boify, tak payah pergi...Better tunggu abah. Nanti abah merajuk macam mana kan? *perasan....macam la abah kau kan? Joyah betul..*

So plan changed. We bought KFC and had the sweetest Sunday picnic ever. Tengok-tengok pemandangan tasik...ada yang sedang berjogging..ada yang sedang bergurau senda..Kami?...spending time together..bercerita pasal kehidupan, pasal masa hadapan...berkongsi masalah, berkongsi cerita suka duka..It was the best moment ever bila he holds my hands *okay, sila jangan tiru aksi ini* and telling me not to worry, telling me to be patience..and telling me that he loves me so much. It was like takde orang lain kat tasik tu except us. Dan saya rasa itulah maksud sebenar dating. Rasa relief..rasa tenang...rasa happy...Alhamdulillah.

Oh ya. Gambar photo-shoot hari tu dah siap. The photographer is my Sayang. Ada sesiapa nak tempah, feel free to dropped by. Nanti I tell him. Hep, chop! Tempah amik gambar je..pre-wed ke....Tempah dia tak boleh. I punya. huuu...

Errr..macam pelik la bila senyum nampak gigi...Tula...degil tak nak pakai braces, sapa suruh?

Talent : Cikmai

Photographer : Zaffan Zaini

So amacam? Ok tak gambar-gambar yang sayang saya snap? Rasa-rasa nak buat pre-wed, bagitau na...I tolong promote sayang I yang baru nak menceburkan diri dalam bidang ni...

Anyways, nak dinner dulu. Catch you guys later.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

The-two-of-us day out!

2011-07-04T10:00:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was marvelous. It's like recalling back our sweet memories back in college. Dating for movie and McDonald's! And like always, Transformers adalah awesome uollssss. Walaupun taklah se-awesome Transformers yang lepas-lepas, tapi still awesome. I like like like like like like Sam Witwicky, Optimus, Bumblebee...Ahh.. All the cars are drooling me! Encik Baby, nak satu car mcm Bumblebee tu..boleh?

Oh, semalam juga ada photoshoot. Agak tak best photoshoot semalam. Satu pakai selendang loose yang I memang tak selesa itu. Nak posing-posing pun tak selesa. Bukan saja tak selesa tapi tak suka. Nak buat macam mana kehendak photog. Dua, tak sempat touch up sana sini sebab nak kejar tengok movie. Dapat bayangkan tak eyebag tersembul keluar macam bola golf? Mak tak larat. Ok. Lepas ni akan ada photoshoot yang kedua. Perlu lebih bersedia dan selesa. Which mean kena tambah koleksi make up dan baju. Sekian.

Selepas mengharungi sesi photography-yang-tak-berapa-best itu, I guess the rest of my day turned out to be so lucky! We headed to Sunway Pyramid. Semalam sumpah ramai gila umat dekat Sunway Pyramid. Nak cari parking pun susah. Sampai kat TGV lagi down. Memang hancur, punah, berkecai harapan nak jumpa Optimus. Sedang bercadang-cadang nak tengok cerita lain, out of nowhere datang sorang Chinese guy offer tiket kat kami. Okay, you sangat angle okay, Mr. Chinese guy. He bought 4 tickets tapi lagi 2 org tu tak dapat datang. So dia jual tiket kat kami. Dan guess what?? It's couple sit uolsssss!!!!!! Boify cakap rezeki saya nak sangat tengok Transformers. Dan masa tengah beratur tengok tiket tu, ada isi survey TakafulMotor.com. Sempat buat lucky draw. And seumur hidup, tak pernah menang lucky draw..and semalam menang two movie passes at any TGV. Dapat lagi 2 tiket movie!!!Wah!!! Rezeki berlipat ganda! Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. After movie yang awesome tu terus isi perut dengan GCB at McD's. Again, thank you Allah untuk rezeki GCB. Dan terima kasih sayang, kerana telah merialisasikan impian I. *ayat sembilu..rasa nak lempang diri sendiri laju-laju.

On our way back, telah menyinggah rumah Shali. Congrats to Shazli and wife for the newborn baby Zayyan Umar. Sedapnya nama..Zayyan..macam Zaffan la pulak kan? hehe. Oklah. Will upload the piccas later.

Nota kaki: Kosmo hari ni, page 40, artis rap snoop dogg bercadang nak jual hot dog. Ok. Ini kelakar. Hahahahahahahahahaha!

Telinga bernanah dan lembap pelajaran?

2011-06-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hari ni sedang syok mengajar writing kat anak-anak saya di kelas paling hujung suddenly... "Teacher...Kenapa telinga Aqasyaff ada nanah". What??? Okay. Agak nak pitam dan e to the w, w, w, w,w,w,w,w ..ewwwwww~ memang nanah hijau sedang mengalir dan meleleh dengan agak deras. I took him to the sickbay and ask him to clean up that green thingy. Lepas tu baru la aku pekup kan kapas dekat telinga dia. Dia memang selalu menghadapi masalh telinga bernanah ni. Dalam my class je dah 2 kali.

So I went back home and started to Google-ing pasal masalah telinga bernanah ni. Nak tahu juga apa penyebabnya, the complications and how to over come it. Thanks to Infosihat di atas maklumat yang sangat berguna itu. Actually masalah telinga bernanah ni selalu terjadi kepada kanak-kanak dan perlu diatasi seawal yang mungkin. Banyakla faktor penyebab dia *anda boleh baca maklumat di laman sesawang Infosihat*. Dan apa yang menarik minat saya ialah komplikasi yang timbul jika seseorang kanak-kanak itu dijangkiti masalah telinga bernanah ni. Antaranya telinga bernanah yang kronik *stok yang kaler hijau-hijau tu..macam hingus troll*, kurang pendengaran *patutla anak saya yang sorang tu macam tak berapa nak dengar* dan fakta ketiga yang paling menarik minat saya kanak-kanak yang dijangkiti akan lembap dalam pelajaran jika rawatan yang diberikan adalah lewat atau tidak sempurna. Yang ini macam ada betulnya. My pupil ni memang one of the slow learners. Masih tak lepas saringan LINUS. I will keep on reading and study about this problem. Hopefully aku boleh tolong anak murid aku tu.

Eh, nak kongsi gambar dengan korang semua. Tapi takde kena mengena dengan topik telinga yang dibincangkan tadi.

Year 1 is talking about hell??

"It goes up the HELL???" My dear, how did you know that the frog will go up the hell?? Huuu...Berbuih mulut aku cakap it's hill. Tapi buat jugak hell. Sabor jelah~

Okay then. Nak continue buat lesson plan. Daa~

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Pada suatu hari Ahad.....

2011-06-27T19:55:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was awesome bebeh! My dearest BFF Cik Dilla datang melawat I..Happy nolks!!!! Lama gellll tak gossip-mossip. Dan semalam telah melepaskan rindu dendam dekat Encik Mic...Aku memang kalau sebulan tu tak pegang mic, sah sah meroyan. Suara bukan nye sodap...lebih kurang macam haram jugaklah..Tapi aku peduli ape...halalkan je...At least hilang sikit serabut otak aku..

My housemate...Diam-diam....hehe...=P

My bff ever..Pasni have to share you with Mr. Bumblebee...uwaaaaa!!!

Me with housemate. Mind the eyebags, please.....

Pedulikan eyebags saya. kantoi sudah menangis malam-malam. Come on bebeh!!! I'm strong!!! *bercakap sambil kaki ketaq-ketaq..* Thanks korang sebab dah happykan aku. Aku ni pathetic sangat kan? Maklumlah...aku ni kira anak manja..jauh pulak dengan family..Birthday plak sambut sorang-sorang...Nasib ada Cik Dilla dan housemate. Sayang korang. Hugs!!! Oppssss..sorry..terlekat bau masam kat hangpa.Tett !!

Oklah ye. Ada bau masam macam kambing dak? Aku la tu... Busuk nak mampuih. Nak pi mandi dulu.

Takmo hugs and kiss-kiss korang.. Aku berbau kurang harum. K, bai!

Hihi..

2011-06-26T01:13:00.001+08:00

Sekali lagi post jakun. First day pakai contact lens...well it's not that bad... Selesa je...

Muka mirip haiwan peliharaan mintak makan...Tak semenggah betul..

Muka macam nak excited kan? Yelah..contact lens termasuk dalam senarai benda yang aku gerun...So ni actually salah satu therapy yang aku buat nak atasi kegerunan aku. See...dalam dunia ni sebenarnya kita boleh je nak overcome our fears. All you need is mind setting. Tapi untuk pakai braces, errr.......it may take some times kot...Sabar ye Dr. Ferhad. Bukan tak nak pakai but not ready yet. Atau lebih tepat, masih lagi takut....nak betulkan mindset dulu...Lalalalala~

Mode: Batak-batak exciting. Hihi.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Selamat Hari Lahir Cikmai!!!

2011-06-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

Okay. I'm not going to talk about my birthday. It's so lame. Cite benda lain boleh kan?

Pagi tadi bangun je tido, datang satu angin kus-kus bertiup kencang suruh aku beli contact lens. Lepas je settle keje kat sekolah, terus gerak pergi Giant dengan semangatnya. Yay! Dah beli. Thanks kakak Optometric sebab tolong ajar aku pakai contact lens. Semangat tu penting ye uolsss.....

Wah........balik je rumah, duk blink-blink mata gaya budget comel sambil menyanyi-nyanyi lagu Happy Birthday dalam hati. Contact lens tidak termasuk dalam wishlist. Tapi gatai nak kan... Babe, agak-agak Dollah terpikat tak nanti? Kuangkuangkuang.

Monolog untuk diri sendiri : Selamat hari lahir yang ke tut..tut..tut... Semoga anda akan menjadi insan yang lebih comel dengan memakai contact lens. Selamat maju jaya.

Mode: Batak gila..Semua orang pun dah pakai contact lens. Lantak. Ada aku kesah?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Eh, esok ke?

2011-06-23T18:27:00.000+08:00

Salam semua. Lambat betul nak update blog kan? Sila slap diri sendiri laju-laju. Sumpah aku busy gila. Sekarang pun masih dekat sekolah lagi. 6.50a.m. sampai 6.25 p.m. and still counting. Wah..gila ke apa? Nak dapat APC lettewwww kan? Tidak sama sekali. Bekerja kerana Allah. Aku sedang settlekan worksheets untuk anak-anak aku minggu depan. Minggu ni ada kelas tambahan pulak kan. Haruskah aku menjadi busy di saat hari jadi aku.

Yup....sangat busy sampai tak sedar less than 12 hours lagi aku nak masuk umur 25. Wah....dah suku abad. Dan barulah tersedar dari lamunan nak buat wishlist. Okay, ada benda yang aku nak kali ni:

1) kebaya nyonya kaler silver.

Apa kes kau nyah tiap-tiap birthday nak kebaya nyonya kan? Bukan...kali ni untuk aku pakai masa my very very very very beloved BFF, Cik Fardilla ku..Amboi..banyaknya very...Of course la...seumur hidup saya, saya rasa saya tak pernah jumpa kawan yang betul-betul kawan macam beliau. Babe, can't wait for your day babe.

2) A new handbag.

Sumpah lama sangat tak beli handbag. Tapi gaji pun ala-ala cukup makan kan.....Survey dulu di Charles and Keith. Drooling jugak handbags kat situ. Maybe warna turquoise menjadi pilihan?

3) Hidup yang tak serabut.

Okay, nak hidup yang sangat tak serabut. Aku serabut. Sekian.

Okaylah....Sekolah pun dah nak tutup. Aku takde kunci..kalau ada, dah lama aku stay sampai esok. Senang.

Okay then. Sekian

Happy birthday to myself.

Hugs korang!!

Cikmai.

Sini Ada Hantu?

2011-06-11T08:44:00.001+08:00

Whoa! It's kinda gloomy and windy out there. Gelap. Malas nak switch on lampu. Mode macam ni sesuai nak sharing cite seram..............Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..*buat bunyi macam hantu but more tu bunyi tengah teran berak.

Korang semua pernah tak alami kejadian-kejadian pelik tapi benar? Aku pernah mengalaminya. In fact rase macam hidup aku ni sentiasa diselubungi....MISTERI..*nada host cite Misteri Nusantara. Ada banyak sangat tapi aku pilih yang agak agak seram antara seram-seram yang lain. Kira ni yang paling seram seseramnya la ni..Ey..berape banyak seram daaa...

Kisah Seram 1.

Alkisah....Ni berlaku masa aku study kat UITM dulu. Kolej kediaman biarlah dirahsiakan .Aku adalah seorang yang suka study bila ketika orang lain sedang lena dibuai mimpi-mimpi indah. Tatkala orang study, aku tidoq la wei. Biasanya lepas Maghrib aku dah terbaboom !! Chop !! kalau takde aktiviti dating-mendating la. Tapi memang tidoq awal sebab nak bangun tengah malam dan stay sampai Subuh. So, pada suatu malam yang hening...Sedang aku asyik study *ke siapkan thesis....errr entah..lupa...* sambil bertemankan rakan ku, Joyah dan Temah *bukan nama sebenar*, angin diluar bertiup sepoi-sepoi bahasa berserta dan gerimis mengundang. Tapi boleh dengar la bunyi angin tu. Seram nolks. Aku biasalah tengah focus buat kerja aku while Si Joyah ni memang fokus main game, Si Temah pulak sedang membuka kilang air liur basi... Suasana bilik agak silence dan suddenly....Tuk..tuk..tuk... Pintu bilik diketuk. Aku terus pandang Joyah. Kami tak layan...Kemudian pintu bilik diketuk lagi. Kali ni agak kencang ketukan dia. Aku dan Joyah saling berpandangan. Aku tanya Joyah whether nak buka pintu ke tak. Kami diam. Kemudian makhluk yang ketuk pintu tu duk menangis pulak. Kami tetap tak buka pintu. Mata menjeling ke arah jam. Tepat pukul 3 pagi. Ok..Iman sedikit bergoyah di situ. Bukan berJoyah...tapi bergoyah. Dengan lemah lembut bagai ditiup Sang Bayu, kami pun terus tamatkan apa yang kami tengah buat mase tu..Slow-slow..tanpa menunjukkan rasa takut..Padahal dalam hati...adrenaline mengalir deras!!! Aku mengajak Joyah tidur dengan cara yang paling cool sekali..Walaupun mata ni tak boleh nak pejam dek kerana teringat dengan bunyi tangisan tersebut. Seram bunyinya..Tak boleh nak digambarkan dalam bentuk penulisan. Kalau nak tau, sila tanya sendiri dengan penulis. Tapi seriously, seram. Bunyi die macam jauh...sayup-sayup kedengaran. Teringat orang tua-tua cakap, kalau bunyinya jauh, sayup-sayup..maknanya makhluk itu berada dekat...kalau bunyinya dekat, dia jauh...Siapalah duk kacau kami malam-malam buta tu kan..Sampai sekarang tak tahu siapa yang duk menangis depan bilik aku tu..Kalau nyanyi lagu enjit-enjit semut, takpe jugak..Tahulah aku tu Kak Limah. tettt!

Kisah Seram 2.

Al-kisah berlaku masa aku further study kat Terengganu dulu. Aku duduk berenam di sebuah rumah sewa mewah yang indah lagi permai. *Mata ke atas, tangan di dada* Macam biasa la kan..Aku ni suka study bila orang lain tidoq. Kawan aku, Si Britney Spears *bukan nama sebenar* nak study dengan aku. Aku memang no hal lah kan. Kami malas nak switch on t.v. sebab malas nak menghadap iklan-iklan cite hantu ni. Tak cool tahu tak? Environmental memang friendly untuk belajar masa tu. (Senyap except bunyi kipas. Agaknya benda ni suka kacau bila keadaan sunyi sepi kot )..Baru je nak cari buku, suddenly..bunyi someting mencakar dinding..Scratchhhhhhhh......adeyh..tak pandai ler nak buat sound effect kat sini...Tapi hangpa tahukan bunyi orang cakar dinding dengan kuku yang tajam?Tahu bukan? Okay..seram. La ni pun berdiri bulu kaki bila ingat balik. Tengok jam pukul 1.30 pagi. Lantas Britney pandang aku sambil buat muka cuak....aku pun terus cakap kat Britney yang malam ni aku tak jadi nak study..mata mengantuk...(wah kagum...study dengan Britney yang pandai cakap Melayu)..So malam tu cuba nak pejamkan mata. Esok pagi barulah Britney tu tanye aku bunyi apakah yang kami dengarr semalam. Aku hanya jawab. Entahlah..Wallahu'alam. Tak berani cakap lebat sebab rumah itu agak spooky dan banyak kejadian pelik.

Kisah seram 3.

Berlaku lama dahulu di rumah sendiri. Macam biasa aku kalau tak study, akan tidoq lambat....Berinternet la.... Ape lagi kan... Tak ingat masa tu pukul berapa tapi memang senyap la sebab mak dengan abah dah tidoq. Aku je yang masih memfokuskan diri depan screen laptop. Tetibe nampak abah ke tandas. Aku tak tegur la...Normal la kan...kite bangun ke tandas. Selang seminit pastu, mak aku plak bangun nak ke tandas. Aku dengan yakin tanya mak aku nak ke tandas ke? Abah ade kat tandas. Mak aku pun jawab abah kau ade kat bilik tu tengah tido...Okay. abah siapa pulak kat tandas tu kan? Bile masa pulak mak aku kahwin dua? Ok. malas nak pk. Tutup laptop, terus tidoq dengan mak. Ade lagi kejadian pelik kat rumah aku..Tapi malas nak cite satgi nanti korang takmau datang raye rumah aku pulak...Sekian.

Banyak lagi kisah-kisah mistik dalam hidup aku. Cuma malas nak tulis semua. Kejadian ni semua pelik tapi benar. Bukan illusi atau fantasi. Got to go.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

He's so sweet

2011-06-11T01:28:00.002+08:00

Pada suatu hari yang tenang lagi ceria....

She : B..nak tanya satu soalan boleh?

Him : Boleh..tanyalah..

She : You sayang I tak?

Him : Mestilah sayang sangat.

She : Sayang yang macam mana tu? (Dengan harapan yang menggunung beliau akan jawab sesuatu yang berkaitan dengan masa depan)

Him : Sayang sangat sangat..Rasa nak LEMPANG.

Dang~ Sweet kan? Bukan senang tau nak kena lempang. He is sweet in his own way..sebab tu la aku termelekat dan terus attached to him..Kuangkuangkuang..

Oklah..night all..Dah dua kali good night pun tapi tak tido-tido lagi kan....

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

This is No. 2

2011-06-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

Fuhhh~ Hari ni adalah hari yang meletihkan. So damn tired! I went shopping with my sister and my lil brother. Bayangkan keluar rumah pukul 8.30 pagi and sampai rumah balik 8.30 malam. Err....12 jam bukan? Destinasi kami biasalah...Jalan TAR dan Sogo. Pencarian baju raya telah bermula!! Hii...

Habis je tawaf kat situ, masing-masing dah sakit kaki..Haruslah sakit..Kalau nak shopping dengan my sis, kena stamina yang tinggi..Naik je kete, my lil bro and my sis berehat....I olss still tak dapat rehat..Driver kena stamina double. Kuangkuangkuang..Sampai je rumah, terus melayan my niece main iPad then baru mandi dan makan.

Habis je makan....jengjengjeng.....Terus je potong kain yang baru beli tadi...Nak buat baju la....Hilang semua penat sebab semangat nak jahit baju lagi...Baju first dah siap kan. So sekarang baju no. 2 is still in progress. Baru siap potong. Esok kalau sempat nak hantar jahit tepi before pergi wedding my friend tu. Kalau sempat la..If tak sempat, hantar di Gombak je la nampaknya..

Eh, esok nak pakai baju kurung yang first tu..Ngeee~

Okay uolsss...Good night.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Al-kisah Al-Atok..

2011-06-09T13:16:00.001+08:00

It has been nearly a month Atok stays with us. Eh , tapi pagi ni Atok dah balik dah pun. My parents yang hantar Atok balik. Kalau dulu Atok balik sendiri naik bas sebab Atok suka travel sorang-sorang. Tapi sekarang Atok dah tak cukup kuat nak berjalan sorang. Dah tua dah Atok saya..Tahun ni 89 tahun. Lagipun lately ni Atok dah sangat pelupa. Bahaya bukan?

What makes me worried is that Atok is acting kinda weird lately. Risau tau..Ada satu malam tu, pagi buta to be exact, sedang ku enak bermain game..tetiba Atok bangun. Terus dia tanya Cikmai la ni pukul berapa. Then I answered him : Pukul 2 Tok. Tapi takde la nak mention kan 2 pagi ke 2 petang. Of course la tahu 2 pagi sebab gelap kan...Then Atok cakap sempat lagi ni nak solat Asar. Errr......Atok!!!! It's 2 a.m.!!!! Saya cakap kat Atok yang sekarang 2 pagi tok..bukan 2 petang.....Then Atok terus cuba nak buka pintu rumah nak duduk kat luar katanya. Eh risau tau. Mak pun bangun sebab bising-bising kan...Bila Atok dah sedar, he was puzzled for a moment. Then baru lah dia masuk bilik balik and sambung tidur..

Ada yang lagi pelik. Masa went out shopping untuk Atok, dia minta nak boxer. Okay. Belikan Atok boxer kotak-kotak walaupun agak pelik dengan permintaan Atok. Then dia minta nak seluar Jeans. Okay. Yang ini adalah super weird. Abah pun belikan Atok seluar jeans sebab Abah cakap Abah tak nak menyesal kalau tak beli. Manalah tahu kan...Perangai Atok pun dah semakin pelik.

Dan banyak lagi benda yang Atok dah lupa. Biasalah kan bila dah tua...Kita semua akan lalui perkara yang sama nanti. So Abah pesan kat kami, sabar dan layan je. Nanti nescaya anak kita akan layan kita macam mana kita layan orang tua kita..

Semalam masa tolong Atok packing, dia cakap lepas ni Atok dop mari lagi sini...Sayu juga hati ni dengar bila Atok cakap macam tu. Atok la satu-satunya grandparent yang saya ada. I have no grannies. Ya Allah, berilah peluang lagi untuk saya bertemu dengan Atok. Amin.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Eh?

2011-06-09T03:17:00.002+08:00

Terkejut tak tengok header baru saya? Hihi..Adalah sedikit bosan dengan header yang lama. Don't worry, this is still my little room yang macam dulu. Ingat negara je ke perlukan transformasi? My blog also need a little transformation.

And I stop the music. Perasan tak? Why? Saje je..nak bagi kamu semua layan video The Old Him tu. Sangat cute tau. Nice colourful vid, nice song and suara Ainul Aishah memang sangat suit dengan lagu tersebut. Saya suka, anda bagaimana pula?

By the way, ada al-kisah yang nak dikongsikan dengan kamu, kamu dan kamu. But sekarang dah lewat malam sangat. I need to sleep. Tunggu esok. Kalau tak sempat esok, lusa okays?

Korang suka tak header baru tu???? Siapa suka, sila angkat tangan macam saye~~~~~ *Mode:Usop Wilcha

Sekian. Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Abah with his same old stories..=)

2011-06-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

June is synonym with the Father's Day celebration. (I mean instead of my birthday..hihi) So I'm gonna let my beautiful fingers dancing on my keyboard, sharing stories of my dad.

My family used to have a chat when we are enjoying our meals. I know that it's not a good habit but we used to do it ever since I was a little kid. Things that we chat are jokes and old grandmother stories. Although it were repeated over and over again, nothing can get us bored. So yesterday, when we (my abah (my dad), my mak (my mom), my 'lil brother, my grandfather and I) had our lunch together, we heard a frog croaking from our kitchen.Then my abah started to tell us the stories of the frog, the elephant and the crocodile. The same old stories that my abah used to tell me before. So I'm gonna share you my abah's version of both stories.

1) A story about a frog.

Why does a frog croaking and had a chubby cheek and a big mouth?My abah said, there is a reason why a frog croak and makes that "ribbit" sounds. He told me that once a upon a time, I mean a very very long time ago, there was a family- a father,a mother and their son- lived happily in the forest. One day, the mother made slices of roasted beef. The smell was so good and it attracted the frog that live under a coconut shell nearby their house. The family was about to had their meal but then it was still too hot. So they decided to had a walk at their backyard garden while waiting for the meal to get cold. The frog heard them and quickly went to their kitchen to steal that scrumptious roasted beef. The frog took the beef and quickly put it inside its mouth, without knowing that the beef is still too hot!! Then the frog heard a thumping sound approaching the kitchen. It was the family! The frog quickly hide itself inside the cupboard, with the hot beef inside its mouth. It couldn't stand the heat from the beef..so that's why it makes that "ribbit" sound. Just try imagine yourself put something hot inside your mouth.Hmmm.....

I hate frog. I mean I REALLY hate frog. Ewww~

2) A story about an elephant and a crocodile.

Ever wondered why elephant had a trunk and crocodile had a long mouth? My dad told me that long ago, animals lived harmony in a jungle. One day, the weather became so hot and it occurred a drought. All the animals were craving for water especially the elephant. The elephant couldn't stand the heat anymore. It walked around and found a river which nearly dried. Unfortunately, there was a fierce crocodile lived in the river. Without asking a permission, the elephant drank the water from the river. It angered the crocodile. So the crocodile went mad and it had a fight with the elephant. The crocodile bit the elephant's nose and the elephant screamed in pain. The elephant tried to pull its nose away from the crocodile. They fought until their nose and mouth became lengthy. So that is why until now the elephant has a trunk and crocodile had a long mouth. Hmmm....what do you think?

Well...maybe my abah is right.

I do believe in my dad's stories as I grew up with them. Well abah, your daughter will always be there to listen to your jokes and stories..Even though sometimes it's kinda annoying. But you are the best abah in the world. I'm thankful to have a father like you.Happy father's day. I love you Abah.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Akhirnya..

2011-06-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

Akhirnya! Kini pasti, ku merasai....cinta yang suci..Hep! Ingat nak nyanyi lagu Kak Nita ke? Motif la kan?? Kuangkuangkuang..Bukan la...nak share kat sini akhirnya berjaya juga saya siapkan baju kurung saya sendiri. Hooray!!!! Lambat siap sebab hari Jumaat dah terpaksa bagi ruang kat Majlis Nikah my cousin..Sabtu pula sibuk dengan her reception. Lepas balik reception tu baru la bertungkus-lumus siapkan baju pertama saya. Dan alhamdulillah..dah siap.

Maaf. Gambar adalah sedikit bergegar. My niece la yang snap muka auntie dia yang tengah teruja ni..Tet!!

Masa ni tengah tungkus lumus nak siapkan baju sebab saya nak pakai masa reception kawan saya minggu depan nanti. Biarlah kain cotton je pun. I like. Okay, jom close up muka teruja dapat jahit baju sendiri.

Sikit lagi nak siap...sikit je lagi....

See...sangat teruja bukan? Lepas ni terpaksalah kena bahagikan masa antara oven dan mesin jahit. Eh? Hahaha..Weee~ Okay, jom tengok hasil.

Yay!!!!!

Tadaaa!!!!!! Dah siap pun. Ni kira dah siap sepenuhnya, dah claimed both tangan, badan and leher. Leher tu saya finish it dan kemaskan dengan jahitan mata lalat je. Terpulang pada individu..ada yang buat tulang belut, ada yang letak kun (betul ke ejaan dia ni?Tett!!!), dan ada yang nak cepat, zasss pakai mesin jahit je..Kuangkuangkuang..Nampak senget sikit sebab saya yang berdiri senget. Huahuahua..Mungkin sebab dah teruja sangat la tu...

Nampaknya lepas ni tak payah la saya pening-pening nak hantar baju raya kat mana kan..Jahit sendiri lagi senang hati. Pakai baju hasil jahitan sendiri adalah sangat selesa. Tak kisahlah apa korang nak cakap, tapi I'm proud of myself.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Tak sabar!!! Ampun!!

2011-06-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Korang...Ya Allah!! Serious ada benda nak share dengan korang!!! I olss tak sabar uolssss!!! Tapi have to transfer the pictures first.Supposedly share dengan korang semalam lagi. Tapi since semalam busy dengan my cousin's wedding..so kena lah bagi ruang. So kejap lagi la I upload. Baru balik dari having family time ni. Nak mandi and solat dulu. Sat lagi kalau tak letih, I update.

So sekarang ni kita sabor jelah dulu...Daa~

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

I completed my last M skill!

2011-06-03T08:19:00.001+08:00

Dalam hidup ni kita mesti perlu ada visi dan misi. Misi dan visi saya adalah nak menguasai semua kemahiran 3M yang patut ada pada diri saya sebagai seorang perempuan. Okay, perempuan yang asal-usul dari kampung. Mengemas dan memasak, alhamdulillah bukan satu masalah bagi saya. Cuma saya adalah lemah sedikit dalam menjahit. Takat menjahit butang, claimed or buat soft toys..boleh la...But after pergi unofficial class dengan kakak saya, alhamdulillah...Now rasa jahit baju kurung tu bukanlah sesusah mana. Bila dah tahu menjahit, rasa macam tak berbaloi selama ni hantar upah jahit yang sangat mahal. Dekat area rumah saya, upah jahit agak mahal..RM55 untuk baju kurung kain cotton. Mahal bukan?

Well..tada!!!

Still in progress.

Tu belum siap lagi..tengok la gambar tu..tak da pesak lagi.....Sekarang dah siap sambung pesak, kekek and tangan. Tinggal sambung badan dan buat kain je.

Pesanan buat Nyonya Sepet dan Meena: Lepas ni I tak hantar dah baju dekat u, okay?

Hugs and kisses,

Tak baik buat begitu tau...

2011-05-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

Hai semua. Malam ni nak turn on mode Cik Joyah. So nak tukar kejap nama jadi Cik Joyah, boleh? Macam over la pulak kan...hihi. Tapi adalah terasa macam nak bergossip sikit..sikit je tau uolsss..Bukan nak mengata atau membuka aib seseorang..tapi benda ni berlaku ye dik non...Walaupun terkena tempias, tapi memang sentap hati mak nak...

Sometimes I feel like the world is getting more weird every each day. So many unthinkable and unexpected things happened, like every day I guess. Okay, malas nak bagi intro panjang lebar. Sat gi merapu plak kang.Let just straight to the point. Adalah perempuan ni, I malas tau nak describe her lebih-lebih..Tapi jenis yang kalau dah suka kat laki tu, kalau dah aim kat laki tu, tak kira boyfriend orang ke, suami orang ke....dia sapu!!!!! Bukan hanya sekali buat macam ni. Lebih dari sekali. Pernah jumpa tak spesies macam ni? Pernah tak? Pernah tak?

Kadang-kadang I kesian tau kat perempuan yang macam ni. Like tak de ke laki lain selain suami orang dan bapa orang? Dah desperate sangat ke? Dan laki tu sudah pangkat bapak dah dengan hang. Sedaq la diri tu. Berdosa tau meruntuhkan rumah tangga orang lagi-lagi yang dah 25 years of marriage. Yang si suami pun satu. Dok pi layan tu buat apa. Kalau niat adalah ikhlas, takkan sorokkan mistress anda tu. See...geram ni.

Tapi yang cheq pelik kan...Ada je laki yang syok kat perempuan yang cheq maksudkan tersebut..tapi sebab laki tu poket agak kurang mungkin, perempuan tu tak layan..Tula masalahnya perempuan sekarang ni. Memanglah duit tu penting, tapi janganlah sampai runtuhkan one happy family. Kau pakai guna-guna ke ape? Tett!!

Kadang-kadang terfikir kenapa la kan sesetengah perempuan pandang poket laki then tak kira la laki tu dah berkeluarga ke apa...Dia ngurat jugak. Tak mananya laki tu akan tersangkut kalau tak digoda kan? Kalau takda angin takkan pokok boleh bergoyang? Kan?

Yelah...I admit that memang duit tu penting. Tapi duit takleh dibawa masuk dalam kubur. Ke hang nak pakai make-up M.A.C masa kapan? Astaghfirullah. Cheq ingat lagi masa mula-mula couple dengan boipren cheq. Kami susah sama-sama. Maklumlah..masing-masing belajar. Dan bila dah kerja pun, kami masih merangkak-rangkak dan bersusah payah sama-sama. Yang penting sama-sama berdoa untuk our relationship. Boipren cheq bukan ada duit kepuk-kepuk. Tapi bukan itu yang buat cheq suka dia. Cheq suka dia sebab diri dia yang sentiasa berusaha dan sangat family man. Hai...tak nak la cite pasal boipren cheq pulak. Melalut dah ni.

Sambung balik. Well...Janganlah sebabkan duit, kita ni sebagai kaum perempuan sanggup nak robohkan rumah tangga orang. Kalau dah tau dan dah memang terang lagi bersuluh laki tu dah berkeluarga hang tetap goda dia dan jalinkan hubungan sulit, kenapa..Think about it. Yelah kan...hang dah pernah pun jumpa wife dia semua, anak-anak dia....kalau benda ni jadi kat ayah hang macam mana? Apa perasaan hang? Apa perasaan mak hang? Macam tu la perasaan si isteri dan anak-anak tu.

Kalau lelaki yang syok kat hang tu duit ala-ala semput, bagilah peluang kat laki tu. Dia mungkin lebih ikhlas dari laki-laki yang lain. Janganlah asyik pandang rendah kat laki yang macam tu. Bukan nak sebelahkan mana-mana pihak. Tapi just nak buka sikit mind kawan cheq yang sorang tu. Bila kita bagi peluang kat laki yang ikhlas suka kat kita, dia mesti akan berusaha nak majukan diri dia. Dan kita cuma perlu bagi semangat dan support dia. Kan sweet realtionship yang susah sama-sama, senang sama-sama. Takkan nak sentiasa senang je? Bukan life namanya kalau sentiasa senang. Kalau hidup sebab duit, sampai bila? La ni hang dah buat auntie tu suffer, hang tak rasa bersalah ke? Sudah-sudah la...Kalau betul hang ikhlas, hang bersemuka dengan je wife laki tu. Ni tak..bila nak jumpa, hang takut. Pastu sorok-sorok.. Apa benda tu?? Haih~ Geram tau..rasa nak cekik je perempuan tu and cakap "Ko boleh tak berhenti kacau rumah tangga orang????"

Just remember that life is like a wheel. Esok lusa kalau terkena kat keluarga hang, baru hang tau langit ni tinggi ke rendah. Ok then. Cakap banyak tak guna. Jom tido!!!

Hugs and kisses,

A Hectic Weekend Getaway

2011-05-29T09:38:00.001+08:00

Okay...adalah telah mengambil masa yang agak lama untuk mengupdate entry yang baru. Sebelum saya merapu...nak say Welcome to Cik Minah dan extended gratitude to you Cik Minah sebab at last ada juga yang bersependapat dengan saya tentang ketidakgemaran dan ketidaksukaan terhadap gaya fesyen bertudung sekarang yang konon-konon bak ala H**a Ta*ji** tu. Nyampah uollsss.. Serabut. Well tapi terserah pada anda. Kalau anda suka, dan rasa sangat cool dan comel yang melampau bila pakai fesyen macam tu, teruskan. Tak salah. Saya bukan Tuhan nak jatuhkan apa-apa hukum. Bak kata pepatah...rambut sama hitam tapi hati kan lain-lain. LAin orang, lain pendapatnnya. No offense.

Berbalik pada topik yang tak berapa nak hot ni...Al-kisah Ahad 2 minggu lepas, Encik Boify telah ajak keluar berdating. Adalah sangat jarang beliau ajak dating. Maklumlah...dah sama-sama busy. Nak update blog pun takde masa, apatah lagi nak berjumpa....So it was our hectic getaway to Bukit Tinggi.

That place has a nice view. Sesuai untuk spend time dengan family dan orang tersayang. Ok. Cakap banyak tak guna. Just nak share some piccas.

Very beautiful view.

Thanks Mr. Photographer

Ok. Dah sengal.

Okay then. Continue later. See ya.

Hugs and kisses,

16th May 2011

2011-05-16T06:03:00.004+08:00

People often might think that teaching is as easy as a piece of cake. I was once had a mindset like that too. Well if you really do think like that, your mindsets and perceptions are wrong. Days pasts and being involved in this professions had made me realized that teaching is actually a one tough job.A professions that involves long hours, much stress and hopefully much satisfactions. People expect a teacher to be always in the classroom guiding the children to become worthwhile citizens while setting a good example for them. As a teacher, I must be very careful to avoid displaying a misdemeanor lest I will be branded as not behaving like a teacher. The word teacher tells me a lot about behaving well and being a model to people especially to the young people whom a I teach. I have to teach from the heart, not from the book.

As teaching the early level of kids, I think that dealing with the clients are the most stressing part for me. Parents always seeking for the perfections but sometimes they don't really co-operate and rely on the teacher 100%. The delegations of tasks will be more difficult when I have to do the filing thingy, the documentation thingy and at the same time I have to maintain my performance in my core business, which is teaching. Well, not to mention about cleaning the kids when they wet their pants. Sometimes I had to extand my working hours just to make sure that I always keep on track. But I take that as my worthwhile and amazing experiences ever.

However, everything - I mean the stressfulness, the patience, the hard work, the tiredness - seems faded away when my kids, my students appreciate me. I received flowers, cards, drawings and small presents everyday. Actually all the things are not that important. What I need is just a sincere, simple thank you to show their appreciations towards me.

Me with one of my pupils during the Action Songs competition. I love you.

And today is the day. The day which I called it "Appreciation Day". To all my students, I love you more than you can imagine. Sorry for being "HULK" sometimes in the class. I just want you to know that I love you all every now and then. Nothing can make me happy except your good and outstanding achivements. I will always pray for your happiness and success. And please don't forget me, the one that taught you to know A,B,C until Z and the one who taught you to write your own name on the paper. May Allah bestows you with happiness and success in your life. May you guys be a good doctor, a good lawyer, a good accountant, a good architect in the future. I am nothing without my students who always make my day.

And to all my friends and teachers out there, I wish all of you a very Happy Teacher's Day. Guru Penjana Transformasi Pendidikan Negara. God bless, InsyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,

Entry Hutang - Part 1

2011-05-15T16:45:00.002+08:00

Okay, I know a million of you had been missing me since I was away for about 3 weeks. And I know I just couldn't keep on saying sorry as I might be away again and again. Well let's start with my very first part of Entry hutang. Hukhuk~

Date: 29th April 2011

Location: Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil

I rushed myself straight to Subang right after school and get ready for the Epic. Yeeha!!! Well, let just make this entry short. I didn't drive to Bukit Jalil because I know I couldn't tahan maa stuck in the jam and looking for the parking. So I parked my baby somewhere at Subang (well of course at a safe place laaa) and catched up the train to Bukit Jalil.

As I arrived there, the M5 t-shirts were all over!!! Okay, I admit that I was over excited as that was my very first time watching a live concert. Ala-ala jakun la Cik Limah oiii...But had to cover it in front of my Mr. Right. Oppss.. kantoi di situ. Well I was quite shocked with the extra long line. Sebab baik kan, I asked Mr. Right to queue. Tak baik bukan potong barisan. Siap sempat solat bagai. Fuhh~ Memang panjang gila. Then suddenlly idea gila Mr. Right datang. "B, why don't we just selit-selit je?" Dang~ Nice idea. Then I told him to pretend to take some photos here and there and then just zass! Selit and then call me. He said . Okay. Yay!

Dapat selit sangat depan, okay? Jealous tak? Well sila jangan jealous sebab cerita belum tamat lagi. Sampai je kat depan the guard tu cakap, camera SLR tak boleh bawak masuk. Only compact cam je. So we had to go back to his car which is so far away, put the camera and ran back to the stadium. Again, dapat selit. Yes!! Sempat! And we were standing quite in the front row.

Well overall, they're rock!! Rasa macam 2 jam menonton tak cukup. We want more and more. And watching one of my favourite band performing less than 50 meters from me was a very amazing experience! I enjoyed all the songs that they performed that night. Thanks to Mr. Right for the extremely superb date! Want the review of the concert? Well I guess no need, just watch it on Youtube. Time for piccas!!!

Look at the people!!

Nice. Credit to my Mr. Right.

Camwhoring..lalalala~

Agak-agaknya ada tak Bloggers terselit dalam gambar ni?

The concert was an EPIC.

Hugs and kisses,

Home is the best!!

2011-05-02T10:47:00.000+08:00

Okay..My location: Home sweet home, Merlimau, Melaka. Happy gila babs dapat balik. Sampai lupa nak update blog. By the way, saya ada banyak cerita nak di share, from Maroon 5 concert to jalan kaki dalam bandar Melaka di tengah mala..Adalah satu kerja yang agak gila di situ...Okay then nak kemas barang..nak balik....Nanti kita sambung lagi.....Muah! Muah!

Interesting thing!

2011-04-24T16:58:00.000+08:00

Okay...this thing is so amazingly incredible. Take a look at this:

Macaroons!!!!!!

It's macaroon!!!! Looks scrumptious and yummy isn't it?
But hey, believe it or not, this is soap! Yes baby, SOAP!!!
I thought it's cute. Boleh buat hantaran kan? Or maybe door gift to VIP. Lain dari yang lain.
You can browse for various soap design HERE.

Hugs and kisses,

Syhhhh..malaikat lalu.

2011-04-24T14:18:00.001+08:00

Have you ever encountered with a sudden silence when everybody is busy chatting here and there?

Of course pernah kan? Well...dulu masa kat sekolah dulu especially when the teachers were not in the class, murid akan ya ampun..bising bangat deh!

Tengah masing-masing duk syok berbual kosong, suddenly class jadi senyap. Sunyi sepi untuk 5saat. Bila abes je 5 saat, ada la makhluk yang akan speak out : Malaikat lalu wei...nak tumpang pergi syurga.

Ya Allah. Ampun. Kalaulah begitu mudah untuk ke syurga, mesti tak kan ada cabaran pancaroba duniawi. Just tunggu malaikat lalu dan tumpang terus ke heaven. Tak perlu bersih dan sucikan hati, top up ibadat...jalan short cut ke syurga. Boleh ke macam tu? Dah tentu-tentu tak boleh.

So friends, jangan main-main dengan dosa pahala, syurga dan neraka. Well, aku bukanlah alim ulama' nak bagi ceramah agama kat sini, tapi sebagai seorang Islam, apalah salahnya memberi peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan orang lain.

Kalau kita tengok sekarang ni, macam-macam dah jadi..Perkara yang sangat terang lagi bersuluh.

Pasangan XY dan XY..

Pasangan XX dan XX.

Astaghfirullah..apa nak jadi dengan dunia sekarang ni? Dahla lelaki makin pupus, nafsu pun dah songsang. Macam mana? Terpaksalah si perempuan bertukar jantina semata nak memikat gadis yang masih solo, kepingin seorang "lelaki". Sebab aku tak tahu apa yang mendorong mereka jadi macam ni, aku tak nak cakap banyak. Sat gi kena pukui dengan peng baru hang tau. Tapi cerita cinta songsang ni memang dah banyak. Korang..tak takut ke Allah turunkan bala macam kaum Nabi Luth? Na'uzubillah..mintaklah dijauhkan.

Gambar sekadar hiasan...

Yang dengan dah bertukar jantina nye....Yang XX dah jadi XY, XY dah jadi XX......Yang ni pun dah jadi petunjuk akhir zaman....

Dengan gaya bertudung yang dah macam seakan-akan meniru gaya seorang sister. Yang gambar bawah ni pun sama..konon-konon ala Hana Tajima. Siapa tu? Dah macam rahib la pulak. Plus, lemas aku tengok..macam nak tarik-tarik je tudung tu. Konon-konon cantik la tu...Celah mana ntah cantiknye...

Gambar sekadar hiasan

Dan macam-macam lagi hal...Korang..dah nak akhir zaman ni. Macam-macam dah Allah turunkan petunjuk. Tak takut ke? Jomla kita banyakkan pahala. Peringatan untuk diri sendiri juga yang dalam perjalanan mencari sinar cahaya dan hidayah.

So, jangan la tunggu malaikat lalu pastu korang nak tumpang. Okay?

Sayang korang!

Hugs and kisses,

*Pictures courtesy from Google*

I'm not talking about boyfriend, I'm talking about soul mate.

2011-04-23T22:38:00.000+08:00

I still remember the first time we went out for a date officially as a couple, you know as a boyfriend and a girlfriend. It was sweet. So damn sweet. And of course, I'm the happiest girl in the world! You guys just don't know how much I wanted him to be my boyfriend ever since I was at high school. All I could think is him as my boyfriend.

Well now, time flies and everything is change. Ups and downs we went through together makes me ~~think~~ feel like I wasn't looking for a boyfriend actually, I am looking for a soul mate. So there he is. Standing there, waiting to catch me if I fall and always be there to listen to me, offer his shoulder for me to cry on. And of course to take care and look for me.

As a girl who always often being surrounded by the jitters and emotional feelings, things will get a little bit under control sometimes. So I am really concern about this. Furthermore, I don't have that confidence like you had. So I really need a guidance to avoid me from taking the irrational actions. Which you know, kinda hard sometimes. And living away from my parents will just make my life more miserable. Duh~

So my point is, I'd found my soul mate. Those three words are more meaningful as our relationship grew stronger. And thanks my dear. I'd promised not to leave you and trust me, I keep my words. And believe me sayang, dreams do come true. Like you said, rezeki is everywhere. Let's just pray everything will be just fine.

Oh, by the way, did you already tell your parents about your intention? Or you still need a script? =p

Hugs and kisses,

How to propose a girl woman marriage?

2011-04-20T19:00:00.001+08:00

The topic? Adoi! I'm not trying to give the guys out there any tips lor. Sila jangan salah faham. Cuma...Okay. I write about this situation for an example.

The guy asked the girl that he loves so much for an answer of a question.

The guy : You..macam mana ni?

The girl : Macam mana ape?

The guy : Macam mana nak cakap dekat abah I suruh pinang you?

The girl : Err...*soalan apakah ini?* Ermm...you cakap la dengan abah you.

The guy : Cakap macam ni ke : Abah..boleh tak tolong pinangkan **** untuk abah?

The girl : Eh, you nak I jadi mak tiri you ke??? *sempat lagi kan bergurau mamat ni..huhuhuhu..

The guy : Eh, salah la...*sambil tersenyum comel*. Erm...you tolong la tuliskan kat atas kertas apa yang I kena cakap dekat abah i..

The girl : Errr....*blurr...apakah?

Perlu ade script ke? Okay. Memang aku blur...Macam mane? *Pang diri sendiri laju-laju

the cake

2011-04-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

The first time I became a teacher, I thought of teaching and paycheck. But as time goes by, I realized that paycheck is not as important as my students. I devoted my life to teaching.

The bonding and relationship between me and my kids becomes closer and closer every each day. I could sense that. Bila kita ikhlas, mesti kita enjoy bekerja. Right?

And I received so many things from them. From letter saying thank you, to the cutest pencils ever..let alone the cutest drawings and scribbles they gave me. And one thing that makes me want to cry and never forget is the cake.

Terima Kasih Cikgu (Thank You Teacher)

And it happened last Monday. Thank you to you too my dear Hannah for the cake. It's so lovely. Teacher loves it so much!

Good night peeps.

Hugs and kisses,

The call

2011-04-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

Time of the incident : 11.50 a.m. ( sunny Sunday)

Location of the incident: Home *tak berapa nak* sweet home

Mood during the incident happened: Hardworking (preparing teaching aids)

My phone rang and I quickly answered it because I knew the ringtone.

And so we started our chat. Bla..bla..bla.

One call could cheer my sunny Sunday.Happy!! Yes, yes and yes!! Suka naa dapat jumpa.. But look at the time..It's already 12 noon. The movie start at 1 p.m. I rushed myself to the shower and..pak puk pak puk *sounds of me get dressed and make up* Done in 10 minutes. No need to be that tepung gomak cause memang dah lama tak pakai bedak. Thanks Melilea.

Where's the car key?? Three. Found it! So I drove my car heading straight to cine leisure. Adik, kakak and boipren dah tunggu pun..Sampai je terus amik 3D glasses. Okay, adik yang paling excited. And she's wearing purple some more. Memang kipas-susah-mati.

Guess what movie that we had today? Clue: Purple. Tett!! Justin Bieber : Never Say Never. Okay, I admit that he's cute but I just couldn't help myself to fall asleep for about 15 minutes Di saat those girl duk oooooo....aaaaa....aaauuww~~~ Cheq buleh pulak terlelap. Habis je story tu, terus ke Metrojaya sebab boipren nak cari perfume. Comel...nak beli perfume pun nak tunggu I.

Selesai everything, he asked me to come over to his house. Jeng jeng jeng!!! Of course la family die ade...Ape la.. Malu sebenarnya sebab everyday datang umah beliau. Tett!!! Tapi dah beliau offer dengan muka yang comel, so dengan segan-segan silu, pi la duk umah dia...Bergurau senda dengan adik beliau yang cute tu, teman adik bagi Jumy makan... Rindu awak la comel..Adik....I can see you....hehehe..over la pulak kan...maklumlah..tak pernah merasa ada adik perempuan...

Huhu..sampai pukul 10.30 mlm I di rumah beliau. Even tak dapat pergi just-the-two-of-us dinner kat Bora pun tak pe sayang...dapat just-the-two-of-us dinner dengan you dekat dining umah you dah cukup romantik and sweet dah. Thanks auntie for the dinner. And thanks sayang for listening to my problems. Sayang you. And the most sweet moment is bila nak balik..He came near me..and I could hear his heart beating..And his smell really melt my heart..and he said.."Ni untuk awak..."

A chocolate from him.. *melting

Sweet kan? Sweet kan? And masa beliau beli perfume, beliau dah mula agree to start buy barang-barang untuk itu starting this month. Alhamdulillah. Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit. Kan? Kan?

Pesanan khidmat masyarakat ntuk Encik Boipren : I really love you every now and then. *statement jiwang..ampun!!*

Hugs and kisses,

Futsal cum Reunion

2011-04-17T04:06:00.001+08:00

Night people. Damn. Look at the time, it's already half past three in the morning. I should greet "morning" instead of night. So, morning people. Wah...a post early in the morning after a long pause isn't that bad actually. Pat on my very own shoulder, Good job! Ok, done with my crappy intro.

I just came back from a futsal cum our so called reunion at the Sports Planet.Takla ramai sangat umat SAMURA yang datang..but I could say 98% of us are guys!! Damn! Baru berperasaan nak main sekali dengan harapan ramai le girls yang attend. But sadly, I was the only girl there. Girls...meh la bersukannnnn!!! Fuh! Naseb baik dalam half an hour later, my ex-dorm mate, Jimey a.k.a. Suraya came with her unexpected ehem-ehem. Congrats Jimey...tak sangka uollsss! Happy tengok kawan happy!!

So just now like always la kan...boipren came and fetch me.. He fetched me lepas beliau balik dari Pavi..macam biasa la, bersosial di rumah bakal while waiting for the clock to struck at 10 p.m. Having dinner with him...Sayang, nanti nak mama buat ikan masin macam tu lagi tau..Pastu mengidam nak makan ikan keli mama macam hari tu..Eh, tak malu hang kan??demanding gitteww~

Sampai sana, like always, orang-orang yang saya selalu jumpa tatkala reunion. But the most thing yang buat cheq mencair macam jemur buttercup kat tengah panas is he couldn't take his eyes from me..Bila tanya, u tengok apa, dia jawab "Tengok u la..geram".. Then he said "Nape you macam lain eh sekarang?"

Hah!! Amik kau! Cuak secara tiga kali ganda. Then I answered "Why?" Nak tahu dia jawab apa??? "You makin comel. Apsal eh?"

Dang~ sila slap saya meh sekarang!! Lalalalalalala~

Tu je nak cite...Ada lagi sebenarnya..tapi mata dah ngantuk...gedik tak nolks? Miahahaha..Lantak! Kau hado??!!

Hugs and kisses,